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RACHEL 260290 ryrq@hotmail.com

Love

char mello sarahh amandy courts franny ling
candice carey carissa daphne gracia huifang ivy jiayi jocelyn karen miranda pet siewling theresa vick







13.6.09 3:11 PM
New friends, new school, new life, new blog! :)




MOVED
goodbye timemachinee :) just thought i needed a change of environment, and i'll blog happier thoughts there :) but wow this blog has served me for.... 5 years pretty amazing huh :) 441 posts in total hahahaha well anyway

email/facebook me if you want my new blog! :D

:)












10.6.09 1:01 PM
Just for you!










There are way more photos that i cant be bothered to look for! But, sigh wish we werent so darn far away! At times I do wish I was back in Singapore, and other times I wish you accepted comm/law at monash :( But thank you for everything! You never fail to brighten up the worst days I've had this year and all the other years :) And everytime i'm upset you're the first person I know will def be to lend me a listening ear :D Remember those days where I used to call you just to cry! Hahaha makes me feel retarded now thinking back about it :) teehee I hope your dadddy and mommmmy will let you come visit in July! :( Give me something extra exciting to look forward to please :) Anyway you're worth so muchhhh and I really dont know what i'll do without you! Although you're annoying cause you're always distracting me with stuff to look at and wish I had/ shopping/ talking to me online when i'm trying so hard to study or when you make fun of me and rake up past events/ people I never ever wish to hear about ever again :P bearing with all your nonsense is all worth it! You're not only my bestfriendddd you're my pillllar of strength and a huge part of my life which cant be replaced by anyone :) Have yet to find a charmaine tan e lin here yet, and doubt i will ever!

Miss you and Love you so much bff-life! Dec will come soon enough, seems extra far away now but time will fly, and soon it'll be Hello Singapore, Hello Char, Hello Sleepovers, Hello good food and awesome company :) 

Spongebob: What do you usually do when i'm gone
Patrick: Wait for you to come back












25.5.09 12:43 AM
Home sick




I cant describe how much I miss singapore! I am having a good time here, but its not fair i want to be back in singapore too, I wish I didnt live so freaking far away, or maybe I wish I could be at two places at one time

Last night was a good night! Had lots of fun with favourite people! Pictures on facebook and a couple will appear here once I get rid of all the essays I am currently struggling to write with too many distractions around me. 

I miss my grandparents :( but on the brighter side, Soph turned 19 just two weeks ago, and Melissa's turning 18 in 5 days? Gotta love birthdays! and two of my bestfriends' birthdays are coming up soon! Mel the baby out of all my friends is turning an exciting 18! and Amandy's an old lady like me turning a nifty (HAHA) nineteen! Soon soon, cant wait for exams to end i'm just so sick of it all and trying so hard to get back to the studying routine, I wish god made me a nerd just like all the other nerds in the world! 8)

and I do wish singalia existed! or austpore! :( Sigh I really wish i wasnt so darn far away! Just slightly closer would be better! and I MISS THE SUN! hahahahahha winter = white chicken! 


xx












16.5.09 5:24 PM




I LOVE UNI :)
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SOPHIE WE LOVE YOU! 

 (from left)
sophie, athie, allison, melissa, keshia, jess, rach :)
coolest friends ever + laura, lise, elisejames, nikki missing in action!

But last night twas a blast! :) havent laughed that long in ages! I laughed till my whole face was aching, jess and sophie laughed with me too till our cheeks were all flushed and red :)
hahahhaa twas a good girly night out :) angels and demons is def a show worth watching though it was rather scary i nearly died of heart attack throughout the show/ had my hands on my face!
so gonna do it more often teeheeeeeee right now, essays+exams :( boo to that












10.5.09 11:23 PM
For some reason i cant explain




Just a couple of people, most i havent seen in a while that I hardly mention, but really really miss very much from school! Spoke to cloclo yesterday which was good, and mill today which was awesome as well! Makes me sad to think time passes to quickly, I want to be young forever and always! The thought of the "tens" changing my in age next year scares me. Miss hanging out with mill clo meersy maddy iris ally anna etc :( Miss getting hugs and being able to hug everyone! Despite horrible moments and nasty people, high school here was so worth going to! For all the friendships made, I wouldnt give anything in the world to be anywhere else! :)

Meeeersy and Julia :D (clo clo's mom!)
Couple of favourites from Lauri :) :) :)
Social Awareness (love love love!:D)
So much fun! Good times (Y)
Love you! :)
 (K)
Mean so much :)

Time changes everything, seriously everything. Sometimes for the worst, sometimes for the better. I spoke to a friend a couple of days ago, over the phone that I never did think i would ever end up speaking to after leaving school, thinking she hated me. It was surprisingly refreshing talking to her, I never did think our convo would have flown that easily. (Puts the past behind and move on with life :D ) and did actually make me realise how much I've missed her/ the good times :) Haha I guess absence makes the heart grow fonder.

As much as I'm enjoying Uni life, I do occasionally, or well very frequently think of people I really miss and wish they could be in the same uni, or even better, in the same country as me  :(
(Tear)

But that aside, I guess we make new friends, friends that might leave someday, or friends that might mean forever, along the way :) But for now I'm more than contented with the best best best best friend I have that will never be in the same country as me :( Maybe cept for short holidays, but hurrrray for the long and amazing friendship that I am hoping will go a long way! I am also glad to have the couple of other close friends here there everywhere, that I too treasure very much.

For the second time this week, I've been in an insanely happy mood! :D 













1:14 AM
viva la vida





Absolutely beautiful, this made my day even better than it already had been, so to all those reading this, this 8 minutes has honestly been one of the most well spent 8 mins of my life :)

I am really lucky.. to have such good friends by my side :) teeheee :D Im really tired and need sleeeeeep, keep yawning = brain lacks oxygen, but i have to pull up my socks to start working!! I waste too much time!  :(  

Anyway LOVE YOU MELLO WELLO, i promise >+= 3 months down the road i will tell you! A promise is a promise and i dont ever break promises! :) Hugs!












7.5.09 11:36 PM
dont be afraid we'll make it out of this mess




Dum de dum I love long weekends :) Well self proclaimed long weekends :) Spoke to char today and I must say i'm not the best at convincing people to do certain things I still wish you were coming to study here :( but i'm sure you'll love it wherever you are! miss and love you bub xx

I loooook forward to and love wednesdays! teeheee :)
Good luck with your test tomorrow and
 i hope this makes your day if you see it before your test!
you will SHINE (shine - shiny get it?) hahahahah
Love you always Smello xx












30.4.09 6:08 PM
Yay Rachel loves Charmaine! :)




TOLD YOU YOU WERE SMART :) I am so excited now you dont understand how happy you've made me since everyone was being kinda gay yesterday!!!! HAHA but anyway YAY CHARMAINE TAN E LIN :) You are amazing! I told you and you have always been amazing!!!!!! :) :) So happy for you so so so so happy!!! 
I love you and I miss you like crazzy!!!!!!!!! <3












25.4.09 10:15 PM
ABC, Easy as 1,2,3




ABC kids! :)
Soph (one of my bestfriends at uni) and I with big bird!

Rest of the pictures are up on facebook! Cant be bothered putting them all up here! :P BUT,

Twas an AMAZING NIGHT!!!!!! waaaay better than the comm ball i must say!! and so much smaller and like "together" if you get what i mean! :) Twas awesome! :) :) Made heaps of new friends and hung out properly out of uni with good uni friends!!! :) So anyway i've already put a picture with elise up (Look a couple of entries down) and now that's a picture of sophie in a cool bananas in pjs suit! :) Arts ball was a blast i had such a good night at the ball itself! :) Company and food were awesome too! :) Yay for uni! I love uni and everyone at uni :) :) Liseyyyy Sophie and as elise calls it the "rest of our crew" :)

Liseyyy Sophie Keshia Laura Athie Melissa Maddy EliseJ and sometimes Lise's friends (Georgieeeee, Eli, Tomer) :) Yay for Psych people and those in random lects of ours like crim soc etc! :) I love love love LOVE Uni :) :) :) and not forgetting eyecandies :)

Great table good people! Music was good as well, so all in all it was a terrrrrific night! :) Photos were awesome as well! :) Yay for good and amazing days like these! :) :) :) 

CHAR cant wait to see you if you ever come visit! Or back in singapore or wherever! Miss you miss you miss you! :( And yes chocolates will be sent back with my daddddy! :D Just for you! I loveeeee you! :)












16.4.09 9:28 PM
she wears short skirts and i wear tshirts






Taylor swift's fearless album has been on repeat the past 2 days and i'm still not sick of it! I love taylor swift and all her songs! :) :) In a week from today i'll be having a ball hopefully! :) Caught 17 again with Manda and Lisey on tuesday which was really good :D Zac Efron is so adorable and drop dead gorgeous i want to marry him! :) 

So I was late..... STUPID TRAINS.. melbourne trains are too annoying i hate connex! But anyway courts came to meet us, and we sat in front of the state library talking, pictures etc! (which i will put up on facebook someday when i get them from Manda) :) 

Handed crim essay in yesterday! But still have like 3 more essays on the waiting list to be done GRAH. Cant i have a homework free life for once? Internet at home sucks i hate it it keeps kicking me off msn... Today was the first time I've felt so home-sick since I got back from singapore 2 months ago which is a rather big improvement! :D I miss the people (ie: Family, char and ivy), fooooood!!!!! (i have been having cravings and talking to char doesnt actually help she makes me hungrier by going on about random rubbish! :P), SHOPPING!!!! but okay not so much shopping i have been doing lots of shopping here i feel bad cause mom took me shopping yesterday and today and i've spent too much $$$$$! 

This is such a lengthy post :/ I shall go dig out my camera to upload that sole picture i have from tuesday cause the rest are with amanda and in her very cool and pro camera! 
THERE :)
LISEY POO :)

and just a random picture I chanced upon which makes me miss singapore a whole lot more,
at 3 in the morninggggggggggg 
I loveeeee you :)

And its a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again
You know its all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you're getting sick of it












13.4.09 10:50 PM
right round




Zac Efron tomorrow I am pumpedd!!!!! :) Seeing lisey before and going shopping for arts ball! Hopefully all works out and we can go as what we what to go as :P I am bored and procrastinating writing essays are the hardest thing ever every single piece of information is here there everywhere!! Hahah too Confusing with a capital C!

Pentfecta! Its puuuurrrfect! :) I miss and love! :) Teeehee! 

Alrighty enough of procrastinating from the biggest procrastinator ever! I'm a happy girl today! Spoke to char for the longest time over the phone last night- till her mobile ran out of battery and my cordless phone died as well! Felt too short, I miss you girly girl! xx

Daddy called I miss him and he's coming soon!! So so so so so excited! He told me to "Be Good" I'm always good!!!! Its a happy clappy dappy day! :)

Life is good, life is greattttttt :) 
PUUUUURRFECT! Hahahahah I still hate cats meow meow they scare me! but i love the word
puuuurrrfect! How very amusing! I am too easily amused when I'm bored! :) Alrighto laters! x












11.4.09 9:11 PM
dont know how long its gonna take to feel okay




thank you for.. everything, you're truly one in a million and i miss having you by my side/huggging you :)/ being able to rant to you anytime/ texting each other/ hanging out/ sleepovers/ shopping/ movies/ anything everything miss you like craaaazy and hope to see you soon my very best :)! 
xx

I dont know why.. all the trees change in the fall-all-ll
i know you're not scared of anythingg at allll
dont know if snow white's house is near or farraway
but i know i had the best day with you today :)

Its my all time favourite song too!! hahaha love taylor swift and the jonas brothers! :) was
superly duperly good seeing you today, discovering we can be movie buddies!! catching up on everything, anything, giving me advice hehehe and coming online when i'm about to experience some sort of nervous breakdown with trembling cold hands :P HAAHAHA (bit of an exaggeration) and shopping! reminds me how much i miss you and miss not being in the same school as you and you sitting beside me during bio! hahaha i love you muchies and thanks for the besttttt dayyy with you today :)
xx
after party at la di da 
A to the wesome! :)

Table 78!
We hail thee, Lauriston :P
Commerce ball 2009
Nic, Louise, Athie, Asta, Emily, Mel, Manda, Rach :)

Gone with the winddddddd :) Cant wait for tuesday! :) and NEXT THURSDAY!!!!!!!! :D right now.. i should be doing my essay! laters x












7.4.09 6:02 PM
should've said no




OKAY 

I dont like finding stuff i'm not supposed to know! :( 
Makes me upset and spoils my day! Sigh...... but on the other hand I hate to be left in the dark! I am v v v confused now! :/ How do i play games? Hahah okay this is probably not making any sense but need somewhere to rant heeehee

ANYWAY COMM BALL IN 2 DAYS! so pumped :) And no more uni for the rest of the week! woooohoo but too many assignments and what am i doing here and on facebook!

SEE YA!
















5.4.09 8:52 AM
last chance for one last dance




This is hard, too hard in fact, GAH everything is hard.. not forgetting the fact i have lke 5 assignments due next week! Not good
:( x infinity

But on the lighter note, COMM BALL next week!! and ARTS BALL (!!!!!) two thursdays after! :) So pumped and easterr!! Easter eggs and bunnies and sugar high! :D Yay, not forgetting franny's coming back too! Got your postcard lover! xx

I missss my dad! Talking to him over the phone now and then isnt good enough :( I wish May would quickly come :) So my whole family would be with me! :) Also I am thinking of spending summer here, instead of going back to Singapore, but greg's going back in december, and I think i'll go back in january! :)

Had the worst sleep filled with 2 of the worst nightmares two nights ago... when I fell asleep at 230am? and woke up at 8 for the stupid blood test which hurt so badly! Mom told me off for making a scene hahaha but it was really painful! :( Okay I dont know what i'm doing here.. wasting time I guess hahaha alrighty back to the piles of assignments 

xx


My heartbeat beats me senselessly
Why’s everything got to be so intense with me
I’m trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It’s a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that I’ll regret it
It’s a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it there's no chance
'Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot













3.4.09 10:20 PM
wanna dance till my feet cant feel the groundd




I loveeee the jonas brothers!!!! :)



teeheee dont bag me i do i do! Spoke to a friend i havent spoken to in such a very long time today! was so good and so easy to talk to :) and and also i'm talking to mel and liseyyy online now! :D yay and had a very long nap from 4-8! so goood!

also it rained and stormed today and i hate thunderstorms cause i am scared of them.. i am also going for a blood test tomorrow but am very scared cause i hate needles and i really hope nothing is wrong :(

andd does fate actually exist? it just makes my day happier! :) though i always get scared! teeheee okay i need to get on with all these essays!

seee you later alligators! x x












1.4.09 6:39 PM
round here, something radiates




Eeeeeps terrible eyebags! I love wednesdays and seeing my favourite two! :D So I havent been updating much but its 5 weeks into uni and can i just say i LOVE it :) I've made a whole bunch of friends that I hang out with now at uni all day and we do mostly the same subjects so its all good :D I will put pictures up someday when we actually do take some pictures! But commerce ball next thursday and arts ball two thursdays after! I'm actually veery excited! Very excited for both but kinda more for the arts one, cause most of my uni friends are going to that one!!!!! but commerce ball will be good as well cause mel and manda's going and we're going together! So i guess when the balls come and goes the pictures will increase!!! (So yes sarahhhh if you're reading this, pictures soon!!!!) I'm so so so excited! Today was a hot and sunny day! I love hot and sunny days :) 10 more days to easter break!!!!

Spent my free in the morning lying on the grass in the sun with mello :) and Lunched in the sun with mel and my two uni friends sophie lisey & maddy! Ahhh I love uni! I do miss certains bits of Lauri days but uni's good so far except for the gay essays and truckloads of assignments! :)

Anyway, this.is.not.good. I think i'm falling into a hole i've dug for myself and i want to get out of some "game" i'm supposedly playing hahahaa

Round here we stay up very, very, very, very late
I cant see nothing, nothing round here
Catch me if I'm falling













24.3.09 10:28 PM




Whateverrrr will be will be I dont careeee anymore :( 

)(@#*$)@(#*$)@#($*#()* 

boys suckkkk throw rocks at them, and at least athie and everyone else said I wasnt doing what i was said to be doing so ahhhhhhh i hate boys

asdpfjasdlkjflsdajfslad;jfsl;adfjlsa;dfjksa! I think i'm too vulnerable :/

:( :( :( :(












22.3.09 6:37 PM
Nineteen




HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL :)

Miss and love you so much! Thank you for all the wonderful memories and being such a great friend! :D :D Cant wait to see you sooon!!!!! :) It was great speaking to you, I hope you had an awesome day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Teeeheeheee Love you to the moon and back 10 billion times birthday princess! 

XOXO












18.3.09 8:30 PM
my idol :P




Hehee :) So you are now my idol! :D :D Teehee no more will davis, no more chace crawford, no more leroy, no more zac efron (PS: there is one name i left out if you didnt realise)!! :D :D You are the best best best best best best best!!!! & & 
Love you to the moon and back! Thank you smello I'm your no. 1 fan! teehee :) :)












17.3.09 7:12 PM
Dear Amandyy :)





Love our busrides home together!! I dont think i ever pause to think of what to say when i see you and just blabber on, cause i have too much to tell you!! and yes you made my day today like how i made yours yesterday :) Missed you and miss not being able to see you everywhere anywhere! but maybe we'll lunch tmrw with soph bree elise whoever! :) Well thanks for listening and I am so thankful for friends like you! :) :) LUV YOU XX












16.3.09 10:31 PM
something so beautiful






Caught up with 2 of my favourite girls today :) :) Miss them and love them haha! Anyway all in all today was a good day!!!!!! :) and am catching up with lai-ling online! That girl never fails to make me smile and i have to make sure when i actually say hi, the word Hi actually comes out! :D hahahahhahahahahhaha joke of the day, i think this is the first day i've laughed so much in a long long while!!! Was having some laughing/giggling fit while walking out of sociology tute with Lauri and Liseyyy, and am laughing online while talking to ling online now :) :)

Ange drove me home and we had a nice long chat before decideding not to go for polo cause it was club polo and not the uni one, and in the car as well!!

Well I had an awesome day, and I hope everyone did too :) :)


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HANNAH BANANA!! 
check the canberra email! :) and your wall!! love and miss you all the way from melbourne to israel and back a million times!













14.3.09 5:27 PM
kindly unspoken





I am bored I need to get back to the studying routine :( After the massive summer break I am so L-A-Z-Y. So anyway caught up with Lingo just on thursday and we had a good lunch + good time roaming around malvern area + good time catching up :) :) I love lai-ling! :D :D :D teehee! and anyway i am currently in the midst of packing my room, called Mel and we spoke for a while I hope she comes to stay soon! Going to start waterpolo-ing on Monday and probably sign up for the monash gym membership and hopefully Athie and my new friend Laura would join it with me! :D Things at school/uni/whatever arent as bad as I thought it would be & I'm pretty happy to be where I am at the moment cause of the couple of good friends I've made :) :)!

I miss my favourite girls!!!! And Char! Miss you too - write back to my email soon! Love you 

PS: Natchan I know you would probably never come here, buttttttt come online more often!! while you're taking a break miss MIA! I miss you and your papa and mama and scoooootyyy teeheee say Hi to yeye and nai nai when you go visit them! Miss you and love you always x














11.3.09 8:45 PM
dancing dancing dancingggg




I love uniiiiiii :) :) :) I have made like this group of friends who mostly do psych with me (but then a couple who do like double art degrees but do kinda the same subjects as psych people :D ) its really good! Love love love my friends :) and am really good friends with this girl called Athie (who was from Lauriston as well - but we werent so much in the same friendship group though) but yeah have just become rather good friends with her cause we hang out with the same people/ same group and have lunch at our "usual spot" together and all that :D

and so my friends have bcome her friends and her friends have become mine!! but yeah so far so good!!!! loving it i must say! (well other than the crap-load of homework i have) and going to start waterpolo-ing on monday so yayy.

Also forgot to mention that a couple of my bestfriends are in the same uni as me!!!!
 (ie: Mel Mill Manda) :) :) and so is Allison Hendon too! :D teehee v good! so have weekly meet up/ catch up with mel, see manda now and then though i've hardly seen her this week but she knows most of my friends and mill a couple of times :) 

Okay this is a very random post but i am just not in the mood to work gah i have like 4 essays already and like 1 prac report and like LOTS AND LOTS OF READINGS! hahaha just skyped with fran and pooo i miss that girl so much!!!! 

xoxo












8.3.09 2:38 PM
forever and ever :)




Bio homework online while Mel tries to read and eats prawn crackers, Birthday present from Mel (love you xxx), Running down the alleyway with Mel to beat Fran to Manda's (who was in the car :P), the weird guy with a knife wrapped in a shirt, hugs, lollies and more lollies, because I said so, crust pizza (yummm), lemon lime and bitters, more lollies, eyebrows! (HAHA), Paper planes - M.I.A, photobooth, hugs, screams, paparazzi shots, laughter, poking mel, vanilla icecream, coldddddd, bridget jones diary, now and then, blankets, fun and more fun, and more lollies, mel's funny dance, fran shrieking and screaming! :P, mirror shots, imposters, going to bed, hugs, girlygirl sleepovers, she's the man - bedtime!, rise and shine, pancakessssssss with nutella/maple syrup/rainbows & chocolate milk, cinderella story :), love my favourite girls (cramf) teeheeheee

best weekend spent in a long while, but right now i have so much homework and its only the first week of uni and i'm starting to stress out what if don't remember my due dates! :( but anyway,

love mel, manda, courts, fran! :) :) Cramf :) love you girly girls to the moon and back twenty thousand times! :D love and misses! xxxxxx












5.3.09 7:33 PM
If no one wants to look at you




skyped with frannnny before work this afternoon! see you soon girlie girl!! cant wait! :) love you!

so uni has started and i've made lots of new friends - which many of my good friends such as manda & (i'm sure mel would too) are friends with now! :D uni is so big everyone comes from everywhere anywhere! its good cause you meet SO many people, and so many kinds and yeah :) i think i am really liking my course! its really interesting! :D and ATHIE! :) one of my friend from lauriston is in like 2 lectures and 1 tute with me so all's good! :D i am very happy! and do not regret taking this path :) :)

anyway GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR TMRW! :) :)

char! dont fret dont worry, just hope for the very best cause what's done is already done! i'll hope for you too!!! and will be thinking of you tomorrow! dont know when you'll read this, but i did sent you a "goodluck letter" teehee i hope you get it soon!! i miss you so much, love you more all the best tmrw bestest! thank you for the very wonderful card you made and sent all the way here i am very touched! i love you! :)












2.3.09 7:10 PM
as our shadows grow there's nothing left to hide




So this year for my 19th birthday, I wished very hard for a surprise, any surprise since I've never been surprised before, and my surprise did come! :D It made me so happy!!!!!



Very very very special and thoughtful! I cant believe you remembered! :D I miss you and would love to see you when I get back to Singapore in December, or maybe you come to melbourne to visit me! :D its been a long time since we spoke and I tried calling you but you're still as bad when it comes to picking up your phone as you were then! but but but.. you are a great great friend!!!!!!!!! Seriously, thank you sooooooo vvv much for the amazzzzing present. I've just texted you but I am so touched, because this is by far the best birthday present I've gotten this year and this has seriously been the highlight of my 19th birthday (apart from seeing my favourite year 5 friend! Love you so much xxxxxx

Called Mel when I got home from school, and I swear it feels like forever since I last spoke to her although it was only a couple of days ago!! But I squealed, laughed, and laughed and laughed! SQUISH :P over the phone! You know how people get "homesick"? I think I am school sick. I miss Lauri and my favourite girls! and talking to Fran over the phone makes me miss her so much!!!!!!!!!!!! :( and SHE SAW A TARUNTULA..acually no i think its a DADDY LONG LEGS last night and screamed so loudly over the phone I swear my ear drums nearly died!! Miss you frannypoo SEE YOU SOON VERY SOON LOVE YOU xx













26.2.09 9:03 PM
.........




umm well where should i start, or maybe i shall just say the highlight of this special day was meeting philly - this year 5 girl! she is so cute and i made friends at school.. well uni! 

must stop thinkinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg :(












23.2.09 9:07 PM
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star




19.. urgh YUCK.












19.2.09 9:14 PM
fruit loops





Caught up with two of my fvaourite girlies, Chlo and Mill, ystd for lunch at giogios and icecream after at trampoline!! Tom drove us back to clo's, watched a bit of a movie, then headed to amandyyy's house to say hi to emma and her mom! :D :D twas good seeeeing a bunch of people I've missed!!!! :D :D


Ling and Mel's baby sunnies!

Mel with seal seal, bear bear, and PIGGY (just had to stress on that)

Today - dragged myself out of bed. Met ling at richmond at 1030!! hahaha and trained to mel's!! hahaha her dad picked us up and i think i laughed a lot in the car and didnt ever stop talking!! And neither did i stop talking all the way from richmond to narre warren which was about 50 mins long? Hahah that's how much i missed them!! Anyway had lunch at grill'd (I dont think i ever wanna step in there again :P no doubt the food's really good! :D ), walked around for abit and caught the movie "He's not that into you.." which can i say is really bad!!!!!!!!!! Bride wars was sooo much better!!!! (Y) (Y) Anyway after the movie, we hung out at mel's talking playing with her stuff and doing nothing - which i love!! Watched abit of house bunny and trained home!

Someone is coming back home sunday!!!!!! HELLO AMANDY! :) :) Miss you and love you come home quickkkkkkkkkkk cant wait for the 26th! :D :D Exciting with a capital E! :D Love you xx












18.2.09 12:03 AM
mambo jumbo




Hello franny if you are reading this I just replied your email, and sent it to the lot of people you sent it to. Canberra sounds lots of fun but please come back to melbourne soon btw i am still halfway through your letter, miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Went to monash today, gosh that place is so huge!!! I was telling my mom i doubt i would be able to see much of mill mel and mandyyyy :( anyway slept so much today i am so tired and have fallen sick again!!!! which sucks :( this is such a pointless entry but anyway i think i do miss singapore heaps and 

char! haha greg has been listening to certain songs in your char playlist i have on my ipod and it reminds me so much of you hahahha well quick come online wish you were here miss you beautifullll xxxxxx

okay seeing people tmrw and the day after and friday yayyyyyyy

xxx












16.2.09 7:47 PM
And the time is running out and we still have to say, Goodbye




I miss you!!!!!!!!!!! Hahah during this summer in Singapore I think I've spent the most time with you! :) :) This then made it harder for me leaving but then again I never did regret it :) :) Come to Aust to visit! I miss you so much! and thanks for always being there, for the 9 years and counting of bestfriendship (pretty amazing huh :D ), for the great times and awesome memories! I love you from Melbourne to Singapore, from Remon Avenue to Sixth Crescent and back XOXO

SCRAWNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :) I miss you so much already!!!!! Did you get my email and letter that I left for you before I left for Melb? Cant wait to see you again! I miss you waking me up and lying in the bottom bunk of the double decker kicking the top bunk, listening to music and singing along with me, for the many many hugs and kisses and stealing Michael's bear-key with me! :D :D I miss you so much, love youuuuu forever and always!! xoxo


OMG FATTY ALERT :D teehee hope you enjoyed the letter I left for you before I left! ALSO STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE... else you will be called nonsense boy!!! Anyway I watched High School Musical 3 on the plane twice last night and when I heard "Scream - Zac Efron" - I dont knowww where to go what's the right team, I want me own thing, so baddd i'm gonnna scream" I thought of you singing and dancing and made me miss you soooo much more!! Please be good, and DONT TERRORIZE SCOOTER WHEN HE COMES OVER.. ElseI'll terrorize you and BEARKEY and steal bear-key and Manny from you when I get back to Singapore!!! Love you my flying baby!!!!!! XOXO

CHICKENNNNNNNNNNNNN! Teeehee did you get my email with the notes? Also.. I will start shopping for your stuff after tmrw! Anyway school might be tough but i'm always here if you need help/ need someone to talk to! Email me when you're free and i'll help you! Else call me!!!!!!! :D :D Cant believe I'm back in Melbourne and this time for a YEAR already! But I'm glad I got to spend so much time with you and Riko and Shunpei in December! Teehee! Study hard and msg me/ring me/ email me if you need anymore help!! Make sure scooter doesnt do anything "naughty" to you and teach him more tricks so that I can be very amused at this awfully clever dog you have!!! MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS &  LOVE YOU ALWAYS XOXO

FATTY COWY BIG NOSED DEMANDING BIRTHDAY GIRL MONSTER! :) Did you like the letter I wrote to you?? It was the longest out of the lot!!! Well my very big and grown up girl! Study hard in school! (Damn, telling you this makes me feel so old!!) - HIDE THE LETTER FROM YOUR MOM!!! Just spoke to her over the phone and she mentioned not reading it yet!!!!! HAHAH SO HIDE IT......... so I can still be as annoying as ever even though I'm in Aust! When I get back we shall have a chocolate war and this time I am going to win, we will steal and kidnap bearkey and demand for ransom from mr fats (mike) HAHAHAHAHAHAH just kidding he will be devastated and he will CRY.....! HAHAHAHAHHAHA :) I am so funny I know thank you, I bet your toes are laughing! Okay enough of rambling! Remember what I said in the letter, and I'll always be here if you need someone to talk to!! Love youuuu lots and will miss you heaps too! xxxxxxx
Thanks for dinner that night!!!!!!!!!! I miss you and thank you for everythinggg you are amazzzing! Despite the fact we hardly speak that often but whenever we meet up, it just feels as though I've never left and that we've never been in different schools! I miss you so much already!! Wish I could have spent more time with you when I was back! But nvm i'll be back in december just in time for your birthday!! Miss you love you seee you in december!!!! I owe you a treat!!!! :) :) :) HOPE ALL'S OKAY AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy working and hope you checked out my krisflyer details already!!! teeheee!!!! XOXOXOXOOXOX

To Aunty Gerry, Aunty Daphne, Uncle ChengKiat... TWAS SO MUCH FUN WORKING WITH ALL OF YOU THE PAST FEW WEEKS! :) :) :) :) Meet up when I get back and will let you know when you all should come to Melb! Love and Misses!!! xxxxxxxxxx
AMANDYYYYYYYYYYY :) :) :) I miss you!!!!! and I just texted your mom and sister not too long ago!! Hope you're having a ball of a time in bangkok and soaking in the heat and sun! (Dont forget to wear your hat and put on bottles and bottles of sunblock) teeheee and there is one more thing that i will not mention :P :P I miss getting back at you for making fun of me! And can I just say.. after buying that river island dress.. i bought like 2 more dresses!!! :/ So much for I promise I'm not going to buy any dresses anymore!!! HAHAHAH anyway miss you love you have lots of fun in melbourne and come home quick xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Day 1 with Amandyyyy - Rachel's garden, Black awesome dress!!!, Vivo for dinner!!! :)
Day 2 with Amandy - Freaky elevator Man, Orchard Road Shopping, Night Safari
Day 3 with Amandyyyy - Rainy dayyy, raffles hotel, raffles city, bah kwa? Esplanade, Merlion

Day 4 with Amandyyyy - Chinatown with Charrrr :) :) :) :), Singapore the FINE city (Hello Mello), Buying of our dressses!!! Promise not to buy anymore dresses! Vivocity, Daiso, 8pm Curfew? (HAHAHAHHA) Sleepover.. slept at THREE FREAKING AM IN THE MORNING.. thanks to both of them :P
DAY 5 - Last and final day with Amanddddy! Zoo with char and amandyyyyyy, tram rides, ben and jerrys, ANIMALS? hahah lousy rainforest show, Manda got kissed by a seal, fun with cousins when we got home while char played guitar hero. Stayed up with Manda till FOUR IN THE MORNING.. (gwen stefani anyone?) hahaha distracted her while she packed.. "okayokay we should sleep now" and 1 min later we start talking about.. probably explained the 4am.

These holidays in Singapore have been more than amazing, despite the frustration at times I loved it and really did not feel like leaving. The friends I've grown closer to, the family that I will always love. Despite the fact that I was loooking so forward to coming back to Aust, I am missing Singapore so much now! :( Anyway cant wait to meet up with people here!!!!!!

Alsoooo did I mention that the only movie I watched throughout the 7hour flight was High School Musical 3? Hahahahah i watched it TWICE!!! and i love love love love love the movie! Mandaa you are so right! I would love it! and made me think of high school so much!!!!! :( Anyway I loved HSM 1 and HSM 3 the most!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Love and Miss you all back in Singapore!!!! xoxoxoxo

TOODLES












29.1.09 11:57 PM
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Right now, I just want to bury myself in a hole and I really need some space of my own.

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5:23 PM
I would understand




Hahaha this is why we're best friends!!! Anyway I'm really exciteddddddddddddd please let all the plans fall into place! but i still do hope you'll do very well for your A levels! :D Sorry about plans today didnt expect to catch a cold!! teehee! Still love you very much <3

Chinese new year was (Y) lots of red packets $$$$ and lots of gooodies to eat! I have eaten so much till I've fallen sick - fever, bad sorethroat, flu, cough! Doesnt sound too good doesnt it? HAHA this is a result of being deprived from Chinese new year the past two years! Anyway being sick isnt that bad cause my grandma cooks very good food! and my two little cousins are very very VERY cute! :D :D Michael and Kevin! - Mike drew the above picture! and they are filled with so much energy and laughter which makes me not feel sick at all! Cuties! :) :) They are so so cute - AMANDY YOU GET TO MEET THEM IN 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway 
AMANDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D

see you in 4 freaking days time!!! I am so so so so so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO












19.1.09 3:05 AM
Looney Ballooney!




Brighter than sunshine! :) :) :)
Mel says: (7:08:10 PM)
i'm trying to think of someone
Mel says: (7:08:12 PM)
to compare him to
Mel says: (7:08:15 PM)
so you can imagine
Mel says: (7:08:23 PM)
he's like...
Mel says: (7:08:27 PM)
ron stoppable
Mel says: (7:08:30 PM)
from kim possible

well.. look who knows me so well she can even speak the rachel language :P teehee! i'm sorry i was MIA the past few days my computer is really dying and i really dont want to use it in case i wreck it before it can be saved! but anyway you still crack me up all the same and I cant wait to see you when i get back cause I miss you so much! :) you are still my funniest and favourite friend and cant wait till i'm back so we can carry out the many many plans! :) speak soon!! i will ring you soon! cause tmrw is a bit of a busy day but soon i promise! :) i love you - from singapore to melbourne, from red to violet (roy G biv) from left to right, up to down, disney to (inserts something here ) to infinity and beyond and back!! :D












16.1.09 2:48 AM
Best




Forever and ever babeeeeee :)
Love you char <3













1.1.09 3:34 AM
Love Story <3





HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)


7 days of Amazing-nessssss :) :)
Best times of 2008!

FAVOURITE GIRLS :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
love love love love all of us!!! :D :D
Amandyyy Courts Fran Hans Mel Rach Soph!! :) :) :)

Courts:
YOUUUUU didnt ever get down to replying my essay long email :( but anyway
how are you!!! and things? teehee!! miss you and i think i will go write another essay long email demanding my reply! :D and when i get back we will go to brighton beach on a sunny day to tan! and build sandcastles and SLEEEEEPOVER PLEASE :) teehee!!! i miss youuu lil one!! teehee cant wait to see you in feb!! xoxo

Fran:
FRANNNYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sorry i'm always missing in action while you try talk to me!! my computer always signs me in by itself! anyway how is malaysia!! hahaha i cant believe i was TERRRRIFIED of you back in year 11 and.. then i learnt that you were just.. like that. HAHAHHA but anyway you never fail to crack me up and be there when i need something or someone to whinge about!! teehee :) anyway CONGRATS ON OXFORD!!!!!! i am so proud of you!!! teehee cant wait to see you when i get back.. wait when do you even start uni there?
love you! xoxox

Han:
BANANA! :) HELLO :) :) I cant believe you are leaving ALREADY :( and i havent even gotten the chance to say a proper goodbye to you (though i think i said it too many times on valedictory) hahahahah! but anyway it feels as though i've hardly gotten to know you any better!! but you better email me your address and everything okay!!! and i will write to you! and send you cards demanding for your return! okay i sound way too demanding but anyway if you ever read this then HAVE A SAFE TRIP :) I miss you and am going to miss you!!!!! LOVE YOU! XOXO


Thank you for being my first found friendddd and my best friend too!!! :)
I MISS YOU SO MUCH :) cant wait to see you in singapore in a jiffy! :) :) i have to much to tell you and show you i'm sure you'll love it here :) thanks for always being there to listen to me and for the many lifts home and always knowing how to make me smile even on the darkest of the days :) i love you so much and cant wait to see you!!!! XOXO


CHARRRR :) :) 9 years of being best friends with you! :D thanks for being the bestest best best best friend ever! :) i'm sorry about tomorrow but I will make it up to you okay :) you've been the most amaaaazzzing girl ever :) thank you for everything, for listening all the time without complaining and for never giving up on me though we're often worlds as in literally worlds apart! Love you so much and thank you for EVERYTHING :) teehee!
XOXOXO

I AM GOD / FARM :) :) :) :)
I am god started at fran's 18th and farm started at the maths class when i brought m&ms :)
and you 3 are part of the "favourite girls" as well! :) :)
but love you all more than more than more! :) :)
love and misses xoxo

two of my very very best friends in australia :) :)
with the both of them being born on the same day exactly a year apart :)

Linggggggggg :) You are leaving singapore tomorrow and i hope you had an awesome time here :) :) you are one of the best secret keepers i've ever known :) :) and a really reallyyyy amazing friend too!!!!! you never fail to surprise me!! (and surprising me is actually really hard cause just cause :) ) teehee! :D :D :D i love you so so so so so much!! and i just replied your text i cant wait to see you back in melbourne i wish i spent more time with you in singapore! but just been busy with my cousins and all! :) whom i've also been terribly excited to see! :D :D anyway thanks for being so trustworthy and you still know secrets that many dont! :) :) :)
i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
PANG PONG PING :) :) :)
XOXO
Social Awareness club!!!! (SAC) :) :) :) :)
LOVE!
MELLLOOOOOOOOOOO :) :) :) :) HI! :) i miss you! :) :) teehee! anyway i know you hate reading all these long or stupid as you call it.. messages! but i promise i'll keep this friendship going for the longest time ever to prove you wrong!! teehee anyway thanks for all the good times!!! cant wait to go stay at yours when i get back and pluck all the cherries and pears and whatever you have in your garden! :) teehee! hope you had an awesome holiday and you've beeeeen a great friend! :) :) i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

MILL MILL MILL!!!!! Doubt you'd read this and most of what i wanted to say to you i've said in your birthday card! but anyway I LOVE YOU :) :) :) you know me too well!! we've been through the same kinds of friendship problems and its just too easy speaking to you cause you just get it all :) :) ahh what would i have done without you these 2 years! and making fun of stevo and you trying to get me to do naughty things and trying to corrupt me! two years here with you.. esp the last and final year have been the best years of school!!! thanks for being the you that i know and love and HAPPY NEW YEAR :) :) teeheee!!!! miss you love you!!!
hugs (your head! :P )
XOXOX




Closssie! Hello beautiful :) I know you wont read this either but I MISS YOU :)
and all your silly antics of trying to "corrupt" me! :D teehee too innocent!!! :D :D
cant wait for more better times with you in the future :)
you've been tooo good! and too nice! :) and i love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
cant wait to see you when i get back!!!! XOXO

and these are the people that i know i cannot ever do without :) :) :)
LOVE THE 6 OF US :)
HUIFANG :)
Hello!!!! i bet you didnt ever expect to see anything here for you! but then, here you go :) thanks for always being such a good listener and giving me advice based on yoru "six sense" (which i still dont believe in btw) hahahahahaha and yes i know i havent met up with you yet but i promise i will soon!!! i will call you tonight!!! :) :) anyway love you lots and good luck finding a job!!!! :) :) :)


IVY! :)
Cheung tsz ching! :) tissue paper!! hahahaha we havent had a birthday thing for you yet and sarahh has already started school!! but then again dont worry we will have one for you very soon!!! :) i will go bug sarina and sarahh :) anyway you know we dont talk that often but when we do or when we meet up it feels as though i've never ever left :) :) teehee miss you love u and yes lets go to your house and visit audrey neo!! btw she commented on my photo last night!! hahahah did you get that facebook email? hahah cause i'm pretty sure you were tagged! xoxo

SARAHH :)
hello!!! gosh we've drifted so much since god knows when! but then at least i'm meeting you again soon!!! hahahaha i still need to go demand for flowers from dr phang and my chocolates too but then again she'll tell me off because her silly dauhger hasnt even been attneding traniings!! hahaha anyway you're still my bestest best even though you have - in your life now!!!! and we still have telepathy i swear!!! hahah cause we always think of the same things at the same time! :) teeheee and you forgot to call me yesterday you dummmmmy! teehee i will ring you tonight or maybe in a while cause i'm not sure if you've started school yet!!! love you xoxoxox


2008 has by far been the best year of my life, i've lost certain friendships that probs meant the world to me AGES ago.. but then again made friends that are worth much more than the ones lost which is a good thing :) and also results are coming out soon!!! which i am dreading really badly!! but then again i've done my best and all i can hope for is the best... :)
for now BYE! :)












25.12.08 4:25 AM
All I want for christmas :)













LOVE YOU ALL :) :) :) :)
XOXO


MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Natsumi's jap cousins are here from japan!! And the little girl Riko who is 6 is the cutest thing ever :) :) Pictures soon!! I'm too lazy to upload them from my camera!! Teehee 9 more days I am really trying to stop myself from thinking about it and to have as much fun as I can (like what huifang said i should be doing) but it doesnt work!! I'm terrribly scared :( I cant even sleep well anymore! (Sigh!)

Things have changed so much since I've gotten back.. and I make the same mistakes over and over again without learning!! Thank god for the special few lovely ones :) 

And not forgetting Milllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll :) I love you! 2 more days to your big day!! Wish I could be there I miss you and cant wait to see you when i get back!!!! I just read your email and will reply soon! 
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Ling and company's in Singapore spent an entire day with them the day after the arrived!! (Two days ago!! - Pictures up soon!) Fun fun fun fun fun :) :) She has yet to tell me her plans and tell me when she's coming to my house!! :) :) Merry Xmas! Love you xoxo

Met Char yesterday! :) For a short while before going to natchan's house!! Getting to natchan's house was crazzzzy the whole of orchard road was jam packed with people cars buses taxis etc you get my point!! But still craaaazzzzzzyyyyness! hehe :) Thanks for the stuff from Korea!! Merry Xmas bestie! :) :) I love you! xoxo














21.12.08 2:34 AM
Last Christmas




So the year of 2008 is actually coming an end! Cousins from shanghai got back today, and are staying for good and results are coming out too soon :S Things have changed SO MUCH since 2007. I have gotten so used to Australia and my friends there, up to a point that I dont want to leave (apart from the fact grandparents, family, cousins, aunts, uncles, (esp paternal side), and a certain few bestfriends) of mine are in singapore.

I cant explain how much goodness or damage time does but within this short frame of time, I've become closer to a couple of people I never imagined myself being close to :) but on the other hand, seen the selfish sides of many others and seen the drastic change too..

Okay i do have a lot to say but for now I think I should sleep soon, considering the fact 3 monkeys woke me up as soon as they arrived at 6 this morning when i slept at 1.30pm. I look like a panda












17.12.08 3:39 AM
I did my best to notice when the call came down the line




BYEBYE & see you in 7 days! :)
Have a safe trip to Korea!! Eat lots of Kimchi!
and I miss you already!!!! Cant wait for you to get back so I can go stayover at yours :)
teehee!! I wished I bumped into you at terminal 3 just now! but 7 days will pass
very soon!! teehee have a great trip, dont freeeeze!
LOVE YOU CHARRRR :)
XOXO

Spoke to Ivy last night!!! Hahahhaha she never fails to make me laugh!! and is still as retarded as ever!! Meeeet up soon!! Probs friday? Love you xoxo













14.12.08 1:45 AM
Remember that you're perfect, God makes no mistakes




I cant explain how much I miss all my friends in melbourne right now :) I know I will miss school next year, I know uni will be different, I know we will drift, but I HOPE we'll remain friends for life :) Well at least with some people i know its possible with others i dont know! This year has been the BEST year of my entire schooling life. I cant explain how many new friendships I've made, and how much stronger the old ones have become

I loveee my bestfriendS, my favourite girls and my Social awareness club :) :) Anyway on a side note, went shopping today! Singapore's weather is KILLING ME :( I get headaches more frequently now :( Which sucks cause then my head hurts hahahhahhahahahaha :D and the weather is so hot the only places that keep me sane are the shopping centers! Meersy's coming to singapore in 4 days, Lailing's coming in 9 days and Amandy is coming in um 52 days! Fun fun fun! :D

Shoppppped today! I need to take my mom out shopping with me. I hate spending my own money and having to pay for things myself :P teehee! and Miss Wong Wan Mei is a percy pig she made me walk so much today my legs hurt..from that dress, to FELCIIIIAAAA to that pair of shorts!! so now i am tired and my legs are sore! But i am sitting on the couch in my room with the air conditioner at 16 degrees watching gossip girl :D

Managed to talk to amandy for a bit today! :) I think i might ring her again tomorrow morning! I really hate the 3 hour time difference! and sent mel this extremely long faceook msg today and courtney still owes me an email :P teehee and OH OH MEL IF YOU READ THIS!! you should be very proud of me! my friend was trying to convince me to watch twilight with her today but seeing that i havent read the book i insisted that we watch it after i finish reading the boook! (you have no idea how hard it was to try convince her not to watch it yet) so instead i tried to persuade her to watch madagascar 2 with me but noooo she didnt want to :(

Okay one last thing before I end,

Dear Amandyy :)

THANKS FOR THE EARLY CHRISTMAS PRESENT AND THE CARD/PICTURE THING :) I love you so much! :) :) :) :) And the I read your lauristonian report yesterday! Brought back great memories!!!!! :) :) and I love love love the lauristonian.. and your elmo-y present which makes me think of you everytime i see it, but of course not as much as I LOVE YOU :) teehee go check your email. I cant believe i've already gotten you something and CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU IN SINGAPORE LOVELY XOXO

Misssss you very much, and HI COURTS :) If you're reading this with Amandy :)

Love Ra xoxox

Angus thongs and perfect snogging comes out in singapore december 18!! Hahahahahahah I've already watchted it like 3 times!!!!!!! :D :D awesome show so go watch it whoever is reading this :)

Andddddddddddddddd I'm so so so so so so so sorry! I am too afraid to call you cause i think you are kinda angry but just refuse to say it! I am so silly I always say stuff i'm not meant to say at the wrong time :( but i dont know what else i can do but say sorrrrrrrrry please don be angry













10.12.08 2:27 AM
I believe its all coming to an end :(




I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH NEXT YEAR :( :( :( :( :(
but you better remember our pinky promise okay? :) :)
I love you hannah bananana!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXO
Favourites :) :) :) :) 
XOXO
Mello! :)
:) 
with Stevo :) Hahaha poor stevo was being harrassed by all of us :) :)
Friends :)
" I am God" or as some like to call it, "FARM"
My favourite favourite girls forever!!!!! :) :) :)
XOXOXO
I love you Mello, Franny and Amandy!!!!! :) :)
Social Awareness Club!!
Good times, Great memories, Awesome friends XOXO
Amandy receiving her valedictorian prize :)
Favourite-est teacher ever :) :) :) teehee 
(Char, this is stevo! :D )
Friendships made :)
Ms Bright :) :)
Amandyyyy Julie Rach :) :)
Hahahahah the reason why Amanda and I are such good friends :)
LOVE YOU CLO CLO!!!!!! :) :) :) :)
thanks for everything i miss you already! will write you a letter soon! 
xoxox
LOVE YOU MEERSY AND CLOSSIE XOX
Economics :)
Bio + Bio Wannabe + Best Bio teacher ever!
Graduating from the Social Awareness Club
Clo clo, julia, Rach, Mom
Mill, Sarah Cardamone :)
2 of my bestfriends :) :) LOVE AMANDY AND MEL :)
Bestttttfriends :) :) :) :) LOVE YOU AMANDYY xox
Rosie!!! :) :)
LOVE YOU COURTS :) :) 

So today marks the end of my high school life :( and I am already missing it i dont think i'd be able to deal with the whole " i miss school" thing for a while... :( everyone knows i get attached to little things waaay too easily :( cried so much today!! :(

I miss all my friends and teachers already! :( all in all, I miss school so much already i dont want to leave school and when i grow up, i want to be a kid! :D and go back to school again! Anyway I am really grateful for all the friends I've made here and that I've grown to love and get used to despite them constantly making fun of the way i say things like " tarantula" :) (mel are you reading this) 

melllll i miss you already! :( well my room feels so empty and quiet without you :( you should have left tomorrow morning instead! :( then we would still be up.... and then you can go sleep very early at your uncle's house tomorrow night and wake up early on thursday for twilight! :) teehee! i love you so much! :( I cant believe i wont get to see you for a while :( but anyway i miss you and will miss you have fun in england take lots of pictures and facebook them! i love you!

and to my all time favourite girls,
AMANDY, FRANNY, MELLO, COURTS, HANNAH, LAILING :)
Thank you for all the good and awesome times that i will never forget!! :) 
Love all of you very very very very much and I am sure this friendship of ours still has a long way more to go!!! Miss you all already! and have an awesome holiday!!!
xoxo

I'll put up pictures of the amazing week another time when I have more time :) :) 

See you tomorrow Amandy!!!!!! I cant wait!!! Love you Love you Love you xoxoxoxo












4.12.08 10:21 AM
I believe its all coming to an end :(











I AM GOD :)
FAVOURITE GIRLS <3 


Teeheee i love all my friends :) :) teehee! and brighton beach ystd was awesome, great company :) cant wait for hannah's dinner party tonight, cant wait for amanda's chrismakkah party tmrw! (though i know my kk and it wont be as big a surprise as last year! but its okay i loveeee the person who has me as her kk :) :) cause she's one of my best friends here :D :D ) teehee! then meeting mill chlo meersy for lunch on sat, and lai-ling's dinner party on sunday!!! i'm excited :) :) guitar hero world tour :D teehee love love love lai-ling! :D :D teehee anyway stayed up to read twilight till the weeeee hours last night and i think i'm browner from the sun ystd too :) :) seeing amanda in a while cause i'm going to her house for a swim and helping her clean the pool! and then hannah's tonight :) :) i'm terrribly upset that the amazing week is passing faster than i want it to pass :(

finally finished mill's present now i just have some other things i have to get down to doing, 
(like cooking the pasta for hannah's tonight :D) teehee! cant wait to see everyone tonight! :) :) 

and lai-ling, we are NOT stalking people in singapore no no no, and if you want you can do the stalking and i'll just wait :) and i'll take you to eat yummmmmy food in singapore as well!! and amandyy!!!! i am going to get down to start planning what we'll do when you come!!!

love you both very very much!! :) tata for now :)












30.11.08 5:44 PM




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Past few days have been pretty well spent :) :) Mel's been over for quite a while and more next week :D I'm excited! Valedictory's so soon and i dont wanna leave :( I love school so much!  


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Anyway can i just say, I LOVE BLUE WATER HIGH :) watched it with mel for the past few nights before we finished it!! it was sooooo goood :) :) :) :) :)  trust me! :D watching it makes me wanna learn surfing and go to an academy like that! And and i love adam saunders too! :) :) he's the hottest thing ever!!! i love love love love love him (more than chace crawford)!

and sometimes i really dont get things the way they are.. or are things just meant to be like that? life is too confusing! :( but cant wait for a week of amazing-ness :D :D

see you all soon! and singapore in 11 days time (charr! please dont go to msia! stay in singapore and come live with me :) , cant wait to see my dad, grandparents and COUSINS :) ) life would just be perfect if i could bring these group of people back to aust with me :) :) :) and cant wait for amanda and ling to come to singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I heard you speak to me 
The words I can't repeat 
The seat beside the tree 
I hope you're there tonight 

Aiming for your head, get down 
You're the only one around 
You're the only one in town 

Just like the record store 
That I can't go no more 
There's too much choice and not enough time 
To find what's mine 

Aiming for your head, get down 
You're the only one around 
You're the only one in town 

Aiming for your head, get down 
You're the only one around 
Aiming for your head, get down 


love love love blue water high :) :)












22.11.08 3:43 PM
I wonder if you feel the same way too




I LOVE YOU :)
I LOVE YOU :)
& Most of all, I LOVE ALL OF YOU TOO :)
And you could be my favourite girls XOXO

Historyyyyy
Dancing in the streeet?
:)
Threeeeee :)
:)
Favourites :) :) :)
(ps love this photo :) :) :) )
:) 
XOXO
Love you franny :)
:)
Loveeee you! :D :D :D 
:)
Courtssssss :) :)

:)
Thanks for having me! I had fun and i hope you had fun too!
Happy birthday!

I loveeeeee my friends :) :) And and especially my favourites intellectually bizzare (IB - hahah fran i bet you're going to call me a loser) girls! :D Anyway had so much fun with them last night and most of them are going on schoolies this week!! But still, I cant wait for our amaaaaazzzzzzziiiiinnnng week!!!!! and summer!!!!!! :) :) So anyway to 

Amandy Fran Courts Hans :) Have lots of fun at schoolies!! Dont get too drunk (Frannnnnnnn!) HAHAHAA and I'll miss all of you! :-) & Have fun tonight franny :P Dont be too naughty and cant wait till all of you get back Love love xoxoxoxo

TO KEVIN AND NICOLE:
HELLO :) :) Are the both of you having lots of fun spammmmming me with elmo hugs? Hahaha cuties anyway how many more days till you get back to singapore till you get to see me till i can reveal the biggest secret ever to the both of you :) NOT LONG :) :) Cant wait to see you both :D
Right now, be good and see you in a jiffy!!! <3












18.11.08 11:23 AM
Cause the world's a big stage








HAPPPYY CLAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY :) :)

2 more days to end of exams forever! but at least there isnt much you can do for MCQ so that means you're kinda freeeeee :) :) I would ring you now to wish you happy birthday but i'm pretty sure you're still in bed fast asleep considering the fact its 11.24 here = 8.24 am in singapore! :) Anyway you're FINALLLLLLY 18 :) :) :) I love love love love you very much!!!! Cant wait to see you back in december despite the fact you're going away for a weeeeek :( But anyway we've definitely had a couple of rough times but despite those bad days, we've still beeen bestfriends foreverrrrr havent we? teehee its been those primary 4 days at farrer park tennis, to busy bee, to midnight phonecalls and sleepovers etc! These 8 years wouldnt have been the same without you, cant cant cant wait to see you!!!!!!! its been a long long time despite the fact we talk practically everyday! hahahhaha :P I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH :) 
and Happy 18th sunshineeee :D Cant wait to see you Miss you love you xoxox



10 DOWN,
3 MORE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nearly there :) :) So jealous of the people who finished after bio today!!!!!! Cant wait for mel to come stay, cant wait to go meet siewlinggggg :) :) (like finally!!!!), cant wait for the amazing week, cant wait for valedictory picnic and seeing our whole year as a year level for the last time (ps i love school), cant wait for singapore!!!! (cant wait to see my grandparents, dad!!, uncles, aunt, natchan, & the 3 monkeys), cant wait for sleeeepovers with char, cant wait to see krys, Cant wait for lailing to come to singapore!!! , Cant wait for chinese new year, Cant wait for amaaaaandy to come live with me in singapore too! :D :D :D 

For now, eco tmrw and after tmrw it'll be 12 down, 1 more to go!!!!!!! Okay byebye!!!! :)
















15.11.08 9:56 AM
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess, its a love storrry baby just say yes




Its still 7 down 6 more to go :( Feels like such a long way more though I know time's running out and I shouldnt be here!!! But you know.. as much as I love bio its the point in time when I ask myself why am I doing especially at HL (just cause i dont want to sit for the exams).. same with chem last week (but wasnt as bad as I thought it would be, could have been worse) But anyway the point is that I'm so sick of studying and getting distracted half the time and I really wish it was all over!! So jealous of Lingggg who's finished her VCE exam and all she does is get on the com, sleep, eat and watch tv!! and Singapore!!!!!!! 



Cant wait to see you there!! and no we will not stalk people only you and miranda are stalkers I am not a stalker :P but anyhow get off your lolly and chocolate and fizzy drinks ban cause what's life without them :) Enjoy your end of exams play time loveeee xox


teehee and amandddddy too!! Have you booked your tickets?? I wanted to ring you yesterday but decided I should have been studying I have some exciting plans of mine to tell you (well its not that exciting but i thought you might like to hear about it) teehee i love you xoxox

and I cant wait for december cause you know who's coming back to singapore??? on the 20th of december!!?? My three favourite monkeys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Nicole Kev and Mike) and not forgetting my favourite chicken, Natchan !!!!!!!! hahaha despite the fact she leaves before i return but comes home before xmas :) And I miss all of you so much and cant wait to see all of you!!!!!!!!!!!! hugs and kissssses xoxoxoxo

and Char, Dont know if you still come here seeing I hardly update but GOOD LUCK FOR THE REST OF YOUR PAPERS!!! 3 DAYS TO YOUR BIRTDAY BBBBBAAABYYY! hahaha Love you so much and I miss you so much too!! Cant wait to see you hopefully our little plan succeeds!! and i dont care i really hope its from 14th - 23rd (haha only you would understand this ) teehee :D miss you miss you miss you x infinity xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Have I mentioned how much I loveeee taylor swiftttt well i'm loving her new album and Lenka and I still love the killers despite the horrid memories hahahahhaa!












13.11.08 4:05 PM
But now there's no point turning back lets turn and face the facts




Best class I had in 2008 with my bestbestfriends :) :) :) hehe and i am still going to stick with "I am god" and no way is it going to be called farm.. farm reminds me of animals and we are not animals well at least i'm not one :P hehehe :)

SL Maths 1
SL Maths 2
HL Chem 1
HL Chem 2 
HL Chem 3 
SL Eng 1
SL Eng 2
HL Bio 1
HL Bio 2
HL Bio 3
HL Eco 1
HL Eco 2
HL Eco 3

7 down 6 more to go

HI NICOLE :) :) 
I know you are reading this! :D :D So hello little one!! Cant wait to see you in singapore :) :) be a good girl and I'll see you in december!! Email me you want any gummies or chocolates or anything from here :D :D Say Hi to Kev and Mike for me and we'll all play wii and do fun stuff when I get back okay? :) Miss you and love you xoxox












8.11.08 7:18 PM
Life is a maze and love is a riddle





1 down 12 to go!! 
11 more days to the end!!


feels like agessssssss to go cause all the vce girls (ie. LAILING FINISHES ON THE 11th of Nov) while i finish on the 20th :( Anyway, had a goooood nice long talk to char last night.. and after talking to her last night over the phone i am very excited to go back to singapore! hahah its been ages since i've last seen her and not forgetting my cousins too, who will be back for good in december!!! so Char :) if you still read this I MISS YOU SO :) teeheee! cant wait to see you and you'll be 18!!!!!!!!! 18 on 18th of Nov! heheh hugs xoxo

I am loving the spring 2008 playlist i have just created for myself and guess what my new bed has finally arrived today :) 

You know I think homosapiens (ie. Us) are really weird cause their mood changes like a rollar coaster and you never know what the other party is thinking cause the human mind is just too complicated and at times cunning :/ okay i am just ranting I should start EVOLVING (bio evolution :P ) hehe okay byebye!

Ps: Char please come visit soon! well hopefully see you next summer love xoxox













28.10.08 8:48 PM
Lights will guide you home




Is it true that people tend to pull away when they know things will change in time to come? Cause I dont really know why they would when they should instead spend their time trying to cherish the very few moments left before the change?

And is being different a good thing?

Life is too confusing and I must stop being so distracted (!!!!!)


On the lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMYYYYYYYY :) :) :)
I hope you had the best birthday ever! I know this is slightly late but I've been busy
and cant wait for my exams to endddddddd :) :) teeheehee 
I love you and Happy Sweet 16th Sunshine! <3












18.10.08 8:14 PM
Dancing through life






Tata for now, and good luck for all your exams :) :)
XOXO













15.10.08 12:05 AM




FAVOURITE BUNCH <3

And you could be my favourite girl (Love you (L) )

Time in school is passing way too fast the word last year feels like yesterday :( I love school (studying aside) cause I liveeee for the awesome friends surrounding me I dont think I'm ready to step in another new world when i'm left alone :/ I know I always worry about how I'm going to drift from everyone cause I cant bear to lose anyone but I guess with this favourite bunch of people I know that our friendship would go a long long way (with plans of spending / replaying our amazing week every year teeheee) I feel so stupid for hating fran and hannah last year instead of getting to know them better (HAHAHA FRAN I BET YOU ARE LAUGHING READING THIS) but anyway cause this just means I've had a year less of awesomeness with them but things change.. for the better and although fran's still mean all the time as Mel says I'll grow accustomed it which I have (Ps: I've matured!!!! :D ) I actually told Hannah today that i hated her so much last year and she hated me too but its all good now ( I put flowers into her hair today about 50!! ) HAHAHAA it was so funny okay random but back to the point, I cant wait for more amazing time/memories with my favourite bunch of people :D

Ps I love you, Amandy, Courts, Franny, Hannah, Ling, Mello














3.10.08 9:49 PM
And the world spins madly on





Caught "The dutchess" with Amandyyy and Fran today :) Two of my favourite girls :D :D
teehee was good seeing them and it was an awesome show with several heartattacking bits but the ending was so bad i hated it! 

Anyway Amanddddy, Emma and their mom came to my house (HAHA mel she broke your record....) cause for the past few houses of mine i think mel was the first one to come! Hahahaha and i think i am going to live with the summons family for summer! :D Speaking of summer I cant wait for summer! :D and manda's coming to help me do up my wall... :) 

Gah first I have to get over stupid exams! :( But anyway i am excited and pumped and have something to look forward to! :D Cant wait for exams to end and for their schoolies to end as well! :D :D Then we'll have our amazzzzzing week = more time with favourite girls :D :D

Love you all! :D :D












2.10.08 3:58 PM
Wish you were here




Okay so practice exams are over and I am scared cause I know I am going to have to work my butt off these few weeks before the real ones start!!!! :( This is quite bad. Teehee, so back to school on monday though we've kinda finished school :) But instead of wearing school uniform we get to wear casual clothes! And the sun's finally out!!! Whoopdeedoo!

So chem and maths today were rather interesting and I dont want to get any of them back right now I think i am going to start unpacking cause we just moved to our new house :D :D Okay and maybe watch a bit of gossip girl and tmrw will be another mugging day for the horrors of Bio and Chem paper 3!!!

xo












12.9.08 8:31 PM
Calling out around the world, are you ready for a brand new beatt??





TODAYYYY :) Last day of School :) :)
Japanese Food + Mummy 3 + Loveeeee :)
HAHA Ps Amandyyy! (Best people of the group right? + Miranda/Joce/Lily) teeheee










Best HL bio class ever!
LOVE YOU GORGEOUSSSSS xox



Amandyyy Rach Soph Mel :)
LOVE YOU FOREVER :)

Um Tok?


HL BIO 2008


Love in the courtyard
Awesomeeeeee xx
Rachel's " I am god" picture :)

Another bunch of favouritessss :)
JULIAAAAA :)
chloe's mom :) :)
MortenBayFig tree?

Favourite Irving Girls xox



You know what I think i've met a whole bunch of my greatest friends ever these 2 years and these 2 years will be 2 years I will never forget :( I miss school/my friends already and a whole lot of things (ps: IGLOOZOO - Soph/Fran/Mel) So 

year 12 breakfast ystd, to wrecking our uniforms, with year 12 dinner with mum at night, Mel staying over, me rushing CAS till 1230am, not being able to get up today morning, mel and i playing the "rolling off the bed" thing, tickling each other, house music, japanese with bunch of favourite girlies, mummy 3 with ling and vick, homeeeeeee

I miss school already! So anyway to those who've made these two years one of the best two years of my life, thank you and love you vvvv much!

MEL MILLMAV CHLO AMANDY LAILING FRAN JOCE COURTNEY SOPHIE CASSIE VICKIE MIRANDA MILLHORTON ANNASIM MADDYMITCHELL MEERA IRIS ALLY ALLISONHENDON SARAHCARDAMONE SOPHIESTONE and the list goes on.....! :)

See most of you in about 2 weeks time for exams :S LOVEEEEE XO












5.9.08 9:48 PM
In your reflection, He lives in you


















<














I dont want school to ever end :(
When I grow up I want to be a kid all over again












25.8.08 11:39 PM
Are we happy plastic people?




BYE !!!!!!!!
WILL BE BACK WHEN I FEEL LIKE
MAYBE AFTER THE 20TH OF NOV
MAYBE NEVER :)












23.8.08 10:44 PM
No air




Its the point in time again when I am fully aware of what's going on around me though I pretend not to know, and its not cause I dont care but its cause I just choose to ignore it. I dont exactly have a reason for it and its not cause I dont care its cause.. I dont know. I dont understand how people can act like that, humans are the weirdest and most unpredictable creatures on earth. I dont get how people can be so cold/bitchy/fake/unsympathetic

the days at school are getting long and dreary and 315pm always seems so far away from 820am but i'm just going to do what char said :) :)
cause
I am vvvvvv tired

I cant wait for school to end because I dont have to study for a long time 
and I dont have to face people I dont wish to face in school
and I dont have to wake up early :)
and it means I'm getting closer to going home (!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
and seeing my grandparents
and seeing char! 
and seeing krys sarahh lyd ivy sarina cari gracia jy hf  jocelyn carey karen pet............
and getting away from everyone (most wouldnt want me here anyway :P )
and loving the sun
and doing what i love doing most with the people i love most :)

These places and faces are getting old, So I'm going home
I love chris daughtry

and I actually dont like the idea of people I dont know and especially dislike (!!), reading my blog anymore so I might move away from this soon :) need to fix up the other place first :P
BYEBYE












20.8.08 5:55 PM
Finally 18!





HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KRYSTLE LAU LI LING ★

Hope you had an awesome day at home, goodluck for your prelims!!!!
and hopefully we'll meet/movies/macs (hahaha)/sleepover/
going to coffee club in taka to stalk people (HAHAH!!) in december!!!
Miss you
xox

ps: vvvvvv much! :)
pps: sorrry this is so short, whatever i wanted to say i've already told you in the phone call just now/ email/ text etc! :)













19.8.08 7:29 PM
And the sun will set for you




I really really absolutely hate and detest it when people act like this












17.8.08 11:28 AM
OLYMPICS FEVER ♥




FOR MEL

:)
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
Phelpssss!
1 MORE TO GO 

Girls 4 x 200m freestyleeee
WORLD RECORD HOLDERS!!! :)
Foreverrr a winner :)

Australia's 4x100m medley relay team just broke the world record by 3 seconds!!!!!!!!!! woooo and grant hackett's 1500m swim was amaaaazing :) :) MICHAEL PHELPS 8 GOLD MEDALS RECORD HOLDER

Omg this is so bad, I cant get enough of the olympics what a bad bad bad timing!!! OLYMPICS FTW :) if only it was held next year....!!!! Okay i just changed my blog template and yuck tomorrow is monday i hate school :( I had a bad bad day yesterday!

Byebye!












9.8.08 8:43 PM
A thousand different voices sing in harmony




This is my country
This is my flag


This is my future ( I WISH :( )


This is my life

This is my family




This are my friends
(LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART :) )


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! :)

ps: char we have to go watch the national day parade next year (if i've got holidays okay)
HAHAHAHA :) :)





okay i had better stop i love singapore :-) and i wish i was there nowww :)
doing all this is making me miss home more than ever :( :( and its making me terrrribly homesick!!! alright its back to "reason" my new bestfriend! (TOK essay) Hahahaha :) :)

Anyway so thank you to my family and friends for getting me to where i am today :)

Yeye, Nai Nai, Dad, Mum, Greg, Uncle James, Aunty Keiko, Natsumi, Uncle Jeffery, Aunty Lili, Nicole, Kevin, Michael :) 

"Strangers when we first began"
Char, Sarahh, Krys, Lyd, Ivy, Sarina, Carissa, Gracia, Jiayi, Huifang, Jocelyn, Carey, Karen, Petrina, Priscilla, Shiping :)

MillMav, Mel, Chlo, Amandy, Lailing, Franny, Joce, Cassie, Lily, Sarah Cardamone, Miranda, Vickie, Courtney, MillHorton, Soph Stone, Meera :)

So thank you for everything! :) For brightening up my life, for making it more than more interesting as the days go by, for making me feel loved as always and for never giving up on me :) 

Love you all vvvvvvvv muchies I am the luckiest girl on earth :) :)

ps: Sarahh remember how we used to annoy sarina and ivy by singing national day songs in class?? Remember remember? Good times good times!! Miss you miss MIA :( and miss the good times back in crescent love you xx

Miss all of you and study hard girlies see you in december xxxx



I miss home :(












2.8.08 2:06 PM
KIDS




HIATUS FOR NOW TILL WHENEVER :)
see ya later alligators!
xx












21.7.08 7:06 PM
MY IDOL




okay so as promised,


MELLO IS MY IDOL
 
BECAUSE 

SHE WATCHED CAMP ROCK

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!














20.7.08 9:27 AM
Wannna dance till my feet cant feel the ground




Bestest Friend everrrrrr! :) Love you forever and ever :) :)
:)
Teeeheeeee xx
XOXO
:)
Outside the Melbourne Art Gallery (?)
LOVE YOU MILLL XX
Daaaaaannncceefloor :)
CHLO CHLO CHLO :) I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU :)
Amandyyyyyy! Love you sunny sunny sunshine
Ps: Disney fan friends! :D :D Still cant believe i rang you to exclaimmmm
over the phone! But i'm glad i did!! I was so exhausted after the whole lot
of exclaiming! teeheee! I LOVE YOU :)

Bellllla la la la :)
xxxx

LOVEEEEEE xx
XOXO
Ellieee Stephhh :)
After they took out all their bobby pins at the after party? Hahaa xx
Mill mav :) Love youu
Cutesttttt Couple Awardddd goes to:
Chloe and Tom! :D
who well deserved it :) :)
More pictures up on those two links :P teehee! I love love love our year 12 batch and all my friends! Well minus all the gay people! :D teehee! But anyway Formal on fri night was a blasssssst! So so so much fun! Pres at Cassie's and After at Anna's! :D :D I wannnnna replay friday night all over again!! :( So so so so much fun! Hahah I am actualyl going to miss going to school! Everyone was all dressed up and soooo prettty! Cant wait to see the professional formal photos and the ones at Cassie's pres as well! and Year 12 dinnner!!! Year 12 is going to pass so so so fast :( How sad! I'm into my 3rd and last official term at schoool :( I love my friends and I dont want to leave school, When I grow up I want to be a kid forever :( I am technically not supposed to be here but its okay! No more after this! So anyway spoke to char till about 1 last night I was absolutely dead after that! But she made me laugh so much and it just made meee miss her more more more!
CHARRRRRRR BESTIE♥
I MISSSSSSSSS YOUU! :( Cant wait to see you here! I really really REALLY hope it all works out bubba! :) Anyway I would say more here but I cant really so anyway take things as it comes and all will work out love :) teeheee! I love love love love you! :) :) :) Reallllly cant wait to see you here in decemeber! Remember our pact? Okay okay? Just 4 more months love you miss you cant wait to see you! :D :D :D xoxox
Okay I am offfffff seeeya later alligators, dont forget the toilet paper :)













14.7.08 3:41 PM
Forever on the dance floor




LOVE YOU XXXX
Forever :D :D
LOVE ALL OF YOU TO MARS AND BACK :)
Natchan chicken face yeo! :D :D LOVE U xx


These two weeks never felt happppppier :D :D
Esp the last few days! :)

Singapore has come and gone and these two weeks have passssed waaaaaay too quickly :( I am terribly homesick atm :( I miss my cousins I miss my room! Anyway so on wednesday night/thursday early morning i was in my room talking to people online and suddenly at about 1ish in the morning 3 heads popppped into my room! and they huggged me :D they were soooo cute! :D :D It came as a surprise to me! cause for the psat few days i had been bugging their mom to bring the kids over since their dad (my uncle) was staying with us! and well she told me kevin had gastro and all and was not feeling well so they definitely couldnt come! (this was tuesday) so i figured they really werent coming and told myself that i would see them at the end of the year again! BUT WELL! they turned up at about 1am wednesday night/ thursday morning! :D :D i was soooo eggcited :) :) and plus the funniest thing was that at about 11 that night i texted my aunt saying "your husband is so boring he went to bed at 9pm and without even entertaining your niece and nephew!" hahahahaha! and 2 hours later they turned up and cause the room light in the room my uncle was sleeping in was switched off and the door was closed so i assumed he was asleep! but little did i know he was at the airport waiting to pick my aunt and my cousins up! i love my dad's side i hvae the best family there ever! :D :D :D :D teehee!


this trip has seriously been waaaay too short and it feels as though i've hardly gotten to see anyone :( though in actual fact i have but like its not enoughhhhh :( anyway i guess everytime i come and go friendships strengtens while others just deteriote and fall apart or maybe its really just because i really dont want to make such a great effort anymore hence i'm slowly giving up :/ that is probably why i avoided meeting certain people these holidays (and no gracia/cari/theresa not all of you!! i was really busy :( ) but anyway yeah :/ ahwells we lose some and we gain some as time flies!


i have known char for well this year's the 8th year!! and she's been my bestfriend for 8 years prettyyy amazing huh and despite badd moments we're still bestfriends :D (I MISS YOU! :D) Hope to seeee you in austtt in december! Remember the pact we made :D :D hahha i will ring you whenever i've got time okay? but just 4 months!! :D :D and meanwhile you have to keep me updated about :) teehee! i have so much to say to you (as usual) but i shant say it here :D hahahah i love love love love love love love you from melb back to singapore!! :D :D thank you xx

SARAHH LYD IVY SARINA WE HAVE TO MEET UP DECEMEBER OKAY?? BY THEN ALL YORU EXAMS WILL BE OVER AND WE'LL BE FREEEEEEE :)

SARAHHHHH!!!!!!! Miss Busy! I hate your school timetables i am still waiting for chocolates and flowers from dr phang! HAHA we hardly got to see each other this time but then agian there's always a next time right? Dec! :D :D love u xx

lydddddd i'm sorry about this morning!!! :( :( did you get my text? anyway sorry couldnt spend much time with you this trip but there's always dec and YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!! you'll be 18! dont be angry :( xx

IVY! Remember rachel's wise words! I dont ever want to see you sad okay! :( And this year's vvvv impt so you cannnnnnot give up and let your silly mind wander! :D :D teehee! see you in december! 10 days 9 nights sleepover? HAHA xx

SARINA! hahahhahhah see you in dec! please GROW UP and stop fighting with ivy over silly stuff! HAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHHHA good times to look back on and talk about (ps white shorts)! teeehee xx

JIAYI I WILL REMEMBER YOUR STARBURST GUMMIES I PROMISE AND WE WILL MEET UP MORE IN DEC I PROMISE X 6.02 X 10^23 xx
Anyway this 4 months will kill me but its okay it will be over soon SO
HIATUS FOR NOW :)












8.7.08 6:50 PM
Je t'aime




(Edit) 
HUIFANG JUST MADE MY DAY :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
teehee much love! :D

I MISS CRESCENT :(
I wish i could take everyone and put everyone together in the same year level with the same classes and take away those annoying ones that i didnt like but keep those weird ones back in cause if werent for those weird ones we wouldnt have our daily dose of laughter :D :D
rmb bai lu? HAHAHAAHAHHAHA omg good times! (white deeer)

loveee y'all!
sarahh ivy lyd sarina 4S2 and yada yada yada good times (Y)

(/EDIT)


I
LOVE
YOU :)
I am going to miss loooooking out of my window
at this everyday! :(
I am going to miss home.

Omg the holidays are ending i dont want to go back home i still have so many more people i have to see so much time i need to spend with everyone :( i am going to miss my grandparents, miss char missssss all my friendddddddds!

anyway char just dropped by and left not to long ago! and i miss her already!! but nvm i hope to see you in melbourne SOON! :D :D :D i miss miss miss miss you! :D :D and i love love love love you! :D :D :D it'll be like a sleeeepover for a week or something! :D :D cant wait to see you! thanks for today! :D :D i love you :)













7.7.08 1:14 PM
Are we happy plastic people?




HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAI-LING  ♥♥♥
HELLOOOOOO :D :D Happy birthday bubba! I hope you woke up to many text
messages bright and early this morning! I hoped I was the first! :D :D
teehee i have yet to find your little sweets yet but dont worry i will find them soon!
I miss you! :) I hope holidays have been fun for you!!! :D :D You have beeeen an awesome
frienddd another one of my bestfriends here! :D :D teehee! You are so cute yet terrribly 
FIERCE and violent! hahaha anyway i'll see you back in a jifffy! teehee!
I LOVE YOU LOTS AND HAPPYY 18TH! :D :D
and omg you are actually FINALLY 18! 
legal for gambling too huh ;P teehee! okay i think only mel vick and you would get it!
we'll go out and you can walk in with me!!!! and i wont be so scared! :D :D
i love love love love you! :) :) 
happy birthday!!!!!!!! xxxxx

Dad went to India yesterday :( he will be back friday! and MY COUSINS FROM SHANGHAI MIGHT BE COMING BACK THIS WED!!!!!!!!! I am terrrrribly excited! well they are not sure yet cause they heard from my grandparents mom keeps nagggggging at me these few days! but i really really hope they come back! I havent seen them in a year :( but i cannnnntt wait! i love my paternal side family! from my grandparents to my uncles and aunts to my cousins! :D :D teehee! okay so a quick quick update on my life! 

had shangrila buffet on friday with family omg sooooo good! i love the chocolate fountain! :) :)
Amandyyy! its similar to yours just slightly bigger! and the flow of chocolate was amaaaaazing and the food okay i am becoming obese and will not fit into my formal dress (quote mel) HAHA! anyway spent friday night out with charrr we walked and walked till i got terrible blisters! and she stayed over till saturday! :D


besssssstie :)
XOXO


LOVE YOU to the stars and back! ♥♥♥

anyway char stayed over and we slept at 2! we were talkingggg and catching up and yada yada yada at first then hahaha we were wtaching ps i love you but didnt get to the middle when she fell asleep first! teehee then i decided to sleeeeeep as well :) teehee anyway i love love love you! :D :D sat/sun was fun! :D :D cant wait to seee you soon! :D :D HAPPY YOUTH DAY! hahhaha! :D :D 

okay i have to actually get down to doing somework cause i have done no work at all :/ hahaha toooooodles!













3.7.08 12:51 PM
Not going to write you a love song




(EDIT 1.38pm) : I am having a terrrible day >:( and it only just got worse (EDIT/)







TWINS
WANTED #1
WANTED #2 

VVVVVVV!! XOXO


Lyd's head and jiayi's body! HAHA
And you could be my favourite girls :)
taller than the rest

XOXO

Caught up with a bunch of people i havent seen in a year! Well i mean together as one group if that makes sense :D :D One word - Awesome :D :D

hahaha i ate so much and laughed so so so so so much! sat at wisma's starbucks and just caught up and omg brought back so much memories! HAHAHAHA and sarina and ivy moments and well just great times :D :D seeing them again sometime next week! :D :D teehee yesterday was ultra super duper fun! felt like those days back in crescent! oh btw omg we went back to crescent and was in the canteen eating and talking right and suddenly i cant rmb what happened but we all burst out laughing SOOOOO LOUDLY, forgetting the fact that they were having o level mother tongue oral up in the hall, so well the security guard and Mr M came to tell us off but i cant rmb what was so funny but it just was :D :D

teehee anyway yesterday wasssss so so so so so much fun! favourite girls :) teeehee! :D :D
anyway see y'all soon! :D :D i cant wait! so meeting up with krys in a bit and jiayi/lyd's coming over tmrw and going out with char on sat and she's staying over till sun :D

love and misses :D :D :D
great times, great company! :) :) love y'all! :D :D :D :D

HI MEL I DONT KNOW IF YOU'RE READING THIS BUT HI HI HI :)
i am going to reply your email just this very minute! :D :D :D 
you havent told me what you want yet!!!!!!! please tell me soon cause ive got not much time left t shop! anyway LOVE YOU :)
speak soon! xxxxx












29.6.08 12:24 AM
Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out




Okkkkkaay just got back from an awesome dinnner as in good food
was just sitting there stoning half the time :/
but anyway i'm not in the best of moods atm i am in a terribly snappy mood
GAH :( anyway 
thanks Amandy for your plane letter i hope you got my text :D 
hope you're having fun in sydney bubs love u xx

thank god its the hols anyway if you're reading this and you know who you are
i give up trying so hard always being the one to take the freaking initiative 
surprisingly i dont even feel upset at the fact you've ignored calls/msgs from me today
:) i'm over this whole thing i cannot go on drifting from anyone else/losing my closest friends
just because of you byebye.

CHARRRR :)
hey lovely, thanks for the awesome time today :) it was fun and it made my day :D :D
i miss you already quickly go get done with exams and ask your mom about monday okay?
i still have so much more stuff to fill you in with :D :D :D teehee! see you soon bubs
love you xxxxxxxx

i had the worst dream last night :( i woke up crying :(
and its something that i really hope would never come true! it felt so real haha
love you clo clo, doubt you'll come here but have fun in broome baby! :D :D xxxxxxx












25.6.08 9:48 PM
These are the scars that words have caused for me




I LOVE YOU AMANDY :)
you're my true blue friend!
Hahahaha i was listening to the
"Amanda's songs" playlist and decided to dedicate this entry to you! :D :D :D
Love you very much! and yes we'll def have an amazing/awesome holiday 
seee you tmrw gorgeous
1.5 days of school left bubbba
xxxxxxxx












21.6.08 8:48 PM
cause i'm hanging on every word you say




and was reading all the entries there and thinking back on old times when this entry suddenly came into sight :)

"...........but when i cheered them on and spoke to them today, i just felt really happy. :D and yeah, seeing krystle made me miss rachel more :/ when we went back for crez awards that day, and i was walking along the parade square, all i could think of was: IF ONLY RACHEL WERE HERE D: 

i miss running around the hallways with you,
i miss bitching about people (hint hint beaker) and then laughing damn loudly with you,
i miss koping your towel and hiding it from you,
i miss your morning breakfasts,
i miss stealing reagents with you,
i miss our people-watching during chem with you (and azilah going, "LYDIA AND RACHEL WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING! PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!"),
i miss math remedials with moonface with you,
I miss strawberry ice-cream after school with you,
i miss your HSM-ing and seb goh-ing and swatty-ing,

I MISS YOU, RACHEL YEO RUI QIU!!! "

Miss miss miss you! 6 more days I AM SO EXCITED AND PUMPED (silver sequinned pumps HAHAHAHAH :D ) rmb that night? we were just talking about that! and how she made me cry and accused me for the WRONG THING when i was just SMILING AT YOU! she thought i turned around to make faces cause she was going on about her baby genius! omg good times i miss you i miss you! and sarahh and ivy and sarina and 4S2! and crescent >:( and moonface! remember that mcdonald's advertisement?? HAHAHAHAHA the moon man singing on the roof and ivy you and i cracked up at the thought of it! and how we were always so selfish during chem pracs and how we never dared to say a word during physics prac? and my blue towel?? and my powerpuff waterbottle? and good old mobil days! good times good memories :)
love love love you! cant wait to see you xoxox

OKAY I DONT KNOW WHAT I"M DOING HERE WHEN I HAVE MY IOC ON TUESDAY >:(

Anyway,
CHARRRR :D :D :D
did you check your email? i love love love talking to you! :D we are such goodfriends again feels like the old days! :) remember henry park and raffles days? i miss miss miss you! :) 
see you soon bubbba! by then your exams would be over and you'll be freee to meet me :D :D
love love love you! :D xoxox

I guess its true when people say you make the best friends you've ever made in secondary school! :D :D :D :D












20.6.08 8:42 PM
Just remember till you're home again




RACHEL IS SO OVER SCHOOL

This term has been TWELVE TERRIBLE WEEKS long. I am into my ELEVENTH week and I am dead :-( 
From studying, to IOC, to Everything 
Life is so.. stressful :-( 

Shakespear/Donne/Wilfred Owen are going to be my best buddies this weekend!
Yuck how terrribly exciting!
Cant wait for sunny singapore! I am in need of the sunny sun sun :-( 
and in need from some catching up with friends too!
(LYD I GOT YOUR TEXT MSG LOVE YOU)

I need to B U C K U P

HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY SIEWLING!!!!!!
Helo! :D I havent met up with you despite the fact you've been in melbourne studying for a year
nvm i guess i will see you in singapore then? :) Hope you had a good day at school today silly! 
love love love you! 
ps: we dont have any pictures :(












17.6.08 5:14 PM
You're everything that I wanna be




krystle lau li ling :) :)
you have made me so so so excited I've never in my life been this excited!!!!!!!!
"wth she's like some ****** magnet?"
HAHAHHAAH I swear its been ages since I've laughed so much!!! 
okay but anyway miss you lots and see you in 1.5 weeks time

ON HIATUS 
BYEBYE
will put up pictures from amanda's after the 24th of june
xxxx


















11.6.08 9:22 PM
HIATUS




I'm sorry if Ive been snappy/rude/mean/MIA (my mobile's switched off) to anyone
I've never meant anything of that sort
Blame it on freaking exams they are driving me insane all this studying :/
It'll be a miracle if I even make it through


SL English
SL Maths
HL Bio
HL Eco
HL Chem
GAT
CAS
IOC
Extended Essay

I am about to kill myself Hahahahahahha! :(
Byebye!












4.6.08 9:48 PM
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWO VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS :)




To two of the bestfriends i've made here :) , 

Hahaha amanda look your new camera already has its
usefulness! :D This is the only picture I could fine 
of the three of us :)
Anyway happppppy birthday! :D :D


Dear Amandyyyy,
I think i've repeated myself about a trillion times by telling you
how much your friendship means to me and how i'm so thankful for everything
you've done but i'm sure you've gotten the point! :) Anyway  I hope this 18th
birthday of yours was the best ever! And trust me, boy was it hard
trying to keep your birthday present a secret..! Sooo hard especially
for someone like me!!! I was bursting to tell you!!!!!! I really really was :)
but anyway Love you so much! :)
Thanks for everything bubbbbles!
xx


Dear Mellloooooo :)
Okay I know you hate reading all these so to cut things short,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!
(and as cliche and lame as it might sound)
I HOPE WE'LL BE FRIENDS FOREVER :-D
Life here wouldnt have been the same without your sillyness and
esp your many many different kinds of laughter! :) Teehee, 
we'll get through this year together with gay IB exams
by listening to Big R radio okay? :-)
Happy birthday Mello! I hope you had a great day!
Love you truckloads :)
xx

Oh and for tmrw,
(5TH JUNE)
HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY WANMEI :)
i'm glad we're on talking terms again after the whole lot of misunderstanding
that happened earlier this year!! I hope you're loving your new school life in AC!
I'm sure you are :) Please make new resolutions to stop being a pig and spend  your life
dreaming about how much sleep you're going to get :P teehee! Alright! Hope your day
would be a funfilled one :) 17!!!!!!!! Finally!
But you're still a year younger than me!!! Teehee!
See you in singapore sometime soon
xxx












3.6.08 12:49 PM
Our song is the way you laugh





Talking to krysss over the phone yesterday made me realise that I made the bestfriends I could have ever found in secondary school with sec 4 being the besssstdays of my schooling life :') Love love love 4S2'06!

Love Krystle (6 yearsss!), Sarahh, Lydia, Char (Hahahaha you were so part of my school alr), Ivy, Sarina, Jiayi, Jocelyn, Pet, Carey, Karen, Wanmei, Pris, Cari, Graciaaa and anyone else who made sec 4 A to the mazing.. AMAZING :) Teehee cant being anymore grateful for the bestfriends ever :) Misssss all of you truckloads busloads carloads etc etc! :)

Lyddddddie i hope everything will be a-okay soon! I'm coming back soon! We can spend more girlyyy time soon :) Teehee love you lots and lots! :-D

AMANDDDDAA MEL....! One more day! :)












1.6.08 3:15 PM
Means no worries for the rest of your day




mandamoo♥ says (3:09 PM):
we drive down your new road all the time
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:09 PM):
hahahahahah amandaaaaaayyyy
mandamoo♥ says (3:09 PM):
mum uses it as a shortcut
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:09 PM):
really this is soo very exciting :D :D i can wait
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:09 PM):
for future sleeepovers and all that!
........
mandamoo♥ says (3:11 PM):
OMG YOU CAN COME TO MY POOL ALL THE TIME!
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:11 PM):
OMG AND YOU CAN COME TO MINE TO EAT MY MOM'S YUMMY COOKING
mandamoo♥ says (3:11 PM):
YESSSS!
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:11 PM):
OMG AMANDA THIS IS AWESOME
mandamoo♥ says (3:11 PM):
WIN-WIN!
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:11 PM):
:)
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (3:11 PM):
YAYYYYYY
mandamoo♥ says (3:11 PM):
ANother reason to look forward to end of year!

I have never beeeen this excited for a verrrry long time! :D I am going to live near amanddddyyyyy who is one of my bestttfriends here :) :) So excited I cant wait to get down 
with mids, then IOC, then UMAT, then practice exams, then IB exams!!!! then partyyyyyyy :D :D
pancakes and lemons (Y)

teehee I LOVE YOU MANDA :) You just made my day soooo much better :)












8:50 AM
Time of our life




Schoooooooool Sucks.. Studying Sucks.. Exams sucks :(

But at the end of the day I know that graduating would make me miss it even more
especially the people who make it so much bearable :) And the people that have made me love school/studying here and love it here

Mill Mello Chlo Amanda Lailing Miranda Vick Fran Joce SarahC etc etc
and the list goes....
but anyway greatest friends I've found here :)

Get well soon lyddddie!
I miss you <3












30.5.08 11:28 PM
As we go on...




You are theeeeee nicest person!!!! :)
I love you I love you I love you!!!!
Someone's turning an exciting 18th soon? HAHAH Glad you loved
the letter i rushed and secretly wrote to you during tok today
with stevo shark sitting diagonally behind me! :D :D haha it was a terribly big risk!
anyway I LOVE YOU lots and lots! :D :D
(to lazy to type it all out cause i've alr done so on facebook) 
teehee love you lots hope you're better baby 
speak soon xxx

I MISS YOU !!!
hahah i am talking to you on msn now and we havent spoken for ages
but convo's all still good! you better update me with the gosssss :D :D
that's if anything more happens :) teehee anyway july july miss you cant wait
to see you but then first i've got to get over exams and freaking IOC :(
oh no how now brown cow..
school sucks and ib sucks even more :(
But.. Gooodluck with your common tests! 
I love you!
xoxo












29.5.08 9:14 PM
When we were young




HAPPPPPPPYYY EXCITING 18TH JIAYI! :D :D
I miss you very very much!! Cant wait for july anyway I am terribly sorry for my overdue email!!!! Hahah at least I rang you that day! :D :D Teehee anyway I hope you had a good day with lyd hf and crys! :D :D :D I wonder what happened to your picnic :P Teehee! Alrighto Mighto I hope all's been good I miss you Cant wait to see you!! We've drifted quite a bit I must say but at least when we still talk it feels as though we never ever did :) (I guess its the same with me and many many manyyyy others :( ) Okay anyway HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU FROM MELBOURNE TO SINGAPORE AND BACK x infinity :)

To all the may babies in singapore: I am sorry for all the very very overdue cards I will get it sent asapppppppppppppp! 

School sucks I am so so so stressed I hate exams I hate IB I hate freaking IOC 
:(

changed much?
very unsignificant now I must say :(












25.5.08 6:47 PM
Apppple bottonm jeans jeans Boots with the furrrr




Youuuu're ammmaaazzzing

Love you Clo Clo! :D

Annnnnna Rach Meeeera
XOXO
Chlo Lizzie Lozz Rach

Other pictures up on faceebook so yeah :)
Lasssst night was a blast loved it and had fun :) Hahaha but well its back to the books and yucky school tmrw since exams are like a week away :( But nvm cant wait for after exams woo :D

Singapore soooon in like practically a month's time! Cant wait cant wait :)
Plus as you can see from pictures I'm terrrribly fair so i need the singapore sun! 
Spoke to krys over the phone today after like a 234903204823048032984032 years! :D
Twas good I must say hahaha miss you speak soon bubs xx

Alrighto back to freaking othellllo essssay! Shoot me
Toodles xx












22.5.08 8:48 PM
December Boys




HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY 
NATSUMI YEO SHU MIN :)
Hello natchan!!!! :D :D Chicken face :P Teehee I miss you I miss you I miss you :(
Nevermind JULY IS COMING SOON! Anyway HAPPPPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY 
hope you enjoyed your yummy peanut butter cookies, presents, love from your family,
lunch with your friends and not forgetting LOVE FROM ME :)
Teeheeeee Hope you had an awesome day lovely, and I cant wait to speak to you again!!!
Love school, Study hard, Play hard, and See you in july sunshine 
I love you!!! :D Happy birthday :)
xoxox













HAPPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SARAHH
(HAHAHAHEEHEHBANANA)
Hellooooo bestest, yumyumpants, he wang ling, banana, bubbles, 
god knows how many names you have......! :D Firsttttly I MISS YOUU
I saved all these pictures to put up hereee for your birthday cause I was afraid we might
not have enough! :D Anywayyyyyyy one word to describe you......
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! :D :D Teeehee! Doing up all these pictures made me miss you more 
than I already do! I miss the late night chats. lying in bed and just talking to you,
I miss yourrr silly gestures and the silly things you say to make me smile, 
I miss just walking silently next to you :) I miss shopppping with you,
I miss YOUUUUUUUUUUU! Nevermind, july july july :) I keep telling everyone
july july but I know i'm going to be busy mugging so you can come visit me :)
Teehee I enjoyed your company here and I really really cant wait to see you back in
singapore! :D :D Thanks for the yearrrrs of friendship and here's to many more
years to come in the futureeee. Btw I just sent you a very demanding email demanding
to know about (HAHA) :) Thanks for being you you you, I think I wouldnt have
survived the whole of last year in Aust without you :) Hakuna Matata means no
worrrrries etc etc! :D You make me smile, You make me happy, SCHOOL SUCKS! :D
Hahaha no link but you know what I mean, you know how much you mean to me and 
that (this is going to be sooo cliche) but anyway life wouldnt have been the same 
without you! :D :D Your card... is on the way! :D 
I LOVE YOU TO SINGAPORE JLN JURONG KECHIL AND BACK :)
x infinty :D

Cant wait to see you bubbbbbbbles
Love you Miss you Hugs you :D
Happpppy 18th! :D
xoxo













19.5.08 9:35 PM
I can see so clearly when the smoke gets in my eyes




I love Millllie Mavrodis :)

to singapore and back 

teehee

xxx












18.5.08 9:46 PM
Seasons in the Sun




HAPPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LOVELIES :)



LOVE YOU TO SINGAPORE AND BACK ! :D :D
I LOVE YOU x infinity ! :D

xoxo

As millie always says " hey clo we always look nice in pictures 
when its just you and me" 
Hahaha love you girlies xx

Clairrre Joce Casssie :D

Athiee Rosie Rach :)

Up for a terrrrrrrible week at school :( I can so feel the pressure and stress coming this way not fun!

Public holiday in singapore tmrw :( How unfair, I would be at school while everyone in singapore would be sleeping in etc! But its okay I cant wait for the holidays! Was talking to lydddie online just then :) We neeed to have our talks again I will ring you sometime next week okay? If I can find the time! I miss you! :) Love you truckloads favourite girl :)
Ps: I missss singing silly songs with you! and APPLE? KWAN? 4S2? I miss youuuuuuuuu!

Singapore in like 39 days? That place seems so foreign now although the last time I was there was the 26th of Jan? Haha looks like I'm starting to love this place :) I told my mom that yesterday and I told her I really like my friends here! :D

Mel Lailing Amanda MillMavvv Cloclo Fran Vick Miranda Joce Cassie Courtney etc
Loveee you girlies :) Thank you! Teehee :D













14.5.08 12:00 AM
Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream will never do




Foreverrr xxxx
My best swimming palsies :)

You are terrrribly mean, yet very nice at the same time
Hahah and I agreee if you were to suddenly take away all that meaness
in you and become all so fairylike nicey, Pigs will fly, the sky will be green
and the cows will come home! HAHA :) I bet you didnt make any sense of the last sentence
but anyway all in all Love you all the same :)
Teeheee xoxo

I am so tired and I am so sick of schoool
I was sooo pms-y today for who knows what reason. Grrrr.
Yayyy gossip girl byebye for now
:D












11.5.08 3:22 PM
With You




HAPPPPPPY 16TH CARISSA :)

I misss you!!! But anyway we hardly ever talk but when we do it feels as though we've been speaking to each otherrrr everyday okay this doesnt make sense, but anyway i'm sorry i'm like a day late but cause i've been in the woopwoop at camp so didnt have internet, but I sure hoped you liked my text! I miss you I will bring you a bday present when I get back, anyway see you in a jiffy :) You are so pretty and will always be pretty :) And cows (only you and gracia and thres? ahaha know what i'm talking about cause you were the one who taught me all this lingo! )
are evil and mean and i swear they should go down they cause bring more trouble and sadness than they do with happiness anyway i hope everything is a-okay for you, I love you lots and see you in july sunshine xxx

Pretty attractive Fran :)
Love you girliessssss xxx
HAHAHAHAH :D
xoxo
Bellabooo, Clossie Rachyyy :) 
I love you! :)

Back from TOK camp, Presentation's over wooooo one less thing to worry about
Roomed with Clo and Iris :) Gooodgoood company, was in soph's and millie's room talking till about 1215? Went back to my room and stayed up with clo and iris talking and I think we all fell asleep at like 1ish whic was probably a problem cause I couldnt wake up today Hehe :)

Mel and I accomplished our "task" and she got my hooooked on this new band she's been youtubing (Like what she told me that vick said: she finally achieved something from "wasting her time youtubing" ) HAHAHAHA Love you lots Melloooooo! :)

I am so tired I was like a zoombie today and the two lectures we had i kept wanting to fall asleeep but stevoshark was just behind so no no no to me sleeeping and so I tried to distract myself :) Last TOK Camp foreverrrrrr, this may sound a little sad/nerdy but I'll miss it and the company and OMG THE SWINGSS (best thing ever)

Back to the boooooks tmrw yuck
Toodles!

Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (4:14 PM):
4 breaddddddrooolllls
clo says (4:15 PM):
hahahhahahahahhahhahha
clo says (4:15 PM):
omg that was soooo funny last night when u said that rach!
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (4:14 PM):
I am sitting here laughing so harddd now
clo says (4:15 PM):
i swear i nearly cried hahahah

You make me happy omg highlight of my last night and todayyyy hahaha
Love you clo clo xoxox












5.5.08 9:20 PM
When you look back and see how far we've come




Rachel is very tired and stresseddd but on the lighter note, 60 days to singapore!
And sorry Ling (not that you'd read this :P but anyway)
I think I'm gonna miss your birthday again! :( It happens one day afer i leave right??
Ahh I feel terrible but its okay I'll make it up to you I promise :)
And i will try get betttter quickly so you can share my lunch with me again! :)

I am dreading yet looking forward to thursday because i hvae
CAS folder due,
Valediction Commentary due
Respiration Test
Chem Prac Due
And TOK CAMP starts on friday!

Should be gooooood to get my presentation out of the way :) And I'm roooming with clo and iris so its all good! :D
Mill's 18th next sat, and Bella's 18th the sat after
Woooo

I wish I wasnt sick I hate being sick I hate having terrible coughs and walking around melb is like walking around in a BIG BIG FRIDGE so cooold! :( Okay I need to get well soon! At least before Tok camp! Hahaha

Okay no more procrastinating I'm banning myself from MSN..till sunday!
Till then, Toooodles!
xxxx












2.5.08 8:34 PM
Why dont we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts





From cross country ages ago :)

Love you Mello :D :D
HAHAHHAHHA Maddddyyy

Thank god its friday :) 
I am sick and I am losing my voice = sounds like a toad now :(
Okay weekend = no weekend = lots lots lots of work = nerd 8-)

Hahaha bye!












30.4.08 9:08 PM
Run fast, Sugarcane




HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAINAI :)
Though I am pretty sure you wont ever read this, but
thanks for everything :)
LOVE YOU LOTS, YOU'RE DA BOMB AND COOLEST GRANDMA EVER XXXX

JOCE I AM TALLLLER :)
When Mel was HIGH
Cuteee

I Am Sick AGAIN >:( I keep falling sick this year
Not a good time to fall sick, Tok camp next week I hope it'll be fun (after my presentation)
27th June is coming 2 months more How exciting! :)
Byeeeeee












25.4.08 6:07 PM
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend, even if its only for one weekend





"Omg rachhhhheeeel " - MEL
Love you ♥

The dayyyys are gettting colder, like mel says " where is the sun"! Schooool is getting so stressful the workload is getting heavier and heavier as the day goes by, everyone is getting so edgy. A small comment can spark off a whole isssue. New emails from friends keep me happy though I take ages to reply at least I know there are people that careeee :) I reeek so badly of chlorine even though I shower once a day, sometimes twice. School has been too too busy and it keeps me from thinking about how much I miss singapore! Hahaha but I'm going back in July and I'm kinda excited though I know I have to study study study :( 

6 more months, just 6 more months.

(edit)
HELLO SARAHH I MISS YOU :) I am talking to you online now and we are such coooolies :)
Teehee see you in 3 more terrible months! :) I miss you banana! :D I love you! :)












22.4.08 11:56 PM
Stop and stare




I am a very happy girl now :D :D
I loveeeee speaking to gooodfriends of mine whom I havent spoken to in ages!

:) :) :)
School sucks take drugs :)












20.4.08 10:21 PM
Built to last




I am actuallly quite excited to go back in july!!! :D :D Just hit me like a minute ago, now it feels as though I'm going back home tmrw :P Teehee anyway I cant wait to see my grandparents, my dad, cousins, uncles and aunts and frienddddddds staying over! :D

PS: Lyddd you can come for dinnnner again :D

2 more months and 6 more days time flies :) Long weekend this weekend yay
I live for the weekends :)












18.4.08 9:51 PM
Can we make this last forever




love you:)

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY
I swearrrr this week has passed so slowly and slower than it can pass :( It has no doubt beeeen a terrible week. Stayed up till THREE TERRRRRRRIFIC AM last night to get freaking maths portfolio done. Started after schoool in woody's office with clo, and got kicked out cause she was going home so we moved to the common room and mom came to pick us up at 530pm. Dropped clo home first then headed home. Had literally an hour break and worked worked worked. Omg i hate all the stupid IB internally accessed rubbish it takes up too much time and energy. Last night my eyes were going all woozy just staring at the computer screeeen with just nothing but numbers in front of me. Ew fun. Schoooool sucks >:( 

I have disgusting piano tmrw I am starting to develop a strong sense of hatred for it. I dont know what i'm doing it. Well at least I am not doing it willingly :( I have been feeeling very antisocial the past few days, Mellllo has gone home so my room is very quiet now :( This is a terrrribly mooody post cause I am not in a very good moood >:( 

Schoooool really sucks >:( I miss my dad, he's such good and fun company to be with, I wish he would come to visit us more often :( 

I am falling sick AGAIN >:(
No slacking offf rachel buckkkk up >:/












15.4.08 8:40 PM
These little wonders




HELLO WORLD I AM BLOGGING CAUSE MELLO KEEPS TELLING ME I HAVENT UPDATED IN A LONG WHILEEEE ANYWAY..
Hahaha she's beeeen staying with me since sunday night! 
and she's going to leave tomorrow night! :( And this week's been a good week cause I've managed to trick fran once!! Well it was yesterday right.. and so mel and i had the same lunch cause mom packed the same lunch for us

Fran: Omg mel what do you have for lunch (looks into her lunch, then looks into mine)
Fran: Omg why do you have the same lunch as rachel
Me: Oh well cause her dad knows my mom cooks good lunches and rang my mom to ask what she was going to prepare for me today and prepared it for her
Fran:  HAHAHA that is so funny that is something your dad would so do for you mel 
(She actually believed ittttttttt :P yay yay)



Anyway I have a lot of freeeeeees tmrw! :) 
Cause all our teachers are offfff in sydney! :)
Alrighto Mighto I have to go do bio studying for gay bio test tmrw! :(

Tooooodles Poooodles!

Helly Lyddddie I miss you hope you liked the presents! :)
Hello Sarahh I miss you toooo! :) Speak soon bubba xx













12.4.08 10:26 PM
Listen to the sound of the world and watch it turn




Some song of the killers just poppped up on my ipod haha doesnt bring back very good memories I must say :P Anyway swimmming ystd hahah 5th and 6th in medley and freestyle relay respectively plus it was for the championships and plus this meant that we were like that position amongst all the girls schools in victoria :) Not bad huh :)

Anyway I just realised how unexpected our lives can be, one moment its all happy and the next moment everything just comes crushing down leaving us with nothing but just playbacks the unhappy events happening in our lives. It isnt fair Life isnt fair but of all people why them.

:(

Anywayyyy whoever said coming to australia meant no homework (or maybe less homework) you're wrong and please change that mentality of yours (hahah not referring to anyone in particular) but anyway I HAVE SO MUCH WORK AND SO MUCH DUE AND SO MANY TESTS :(

Cant wait for the long weekend next weeekkkkk! Woo 












9.4.08 5:34 PM
Dancing in September




HELLO SARAHH !
I cant believe you've gone home already :(
I enjoyeddd your company here and I hope you enjoyed yourself too!
I miss you so much already ! :( :( :(
Its okay I'll seee you in july again!!! Thank you for the note you left for me!
Have a safeeee flight back to singapore!
School wasnt the same without you.. Even stevo was looking for you! Hahah
I miss our late night talks, tickling you (HAHA YOU ARE TICKLISH)
gossiping with you :) making fun of you (pokepoke)
Cant believe 9 days have passed so quickly :(
Too quickly in fact :( :(
Anywayyy you've been the bestest friend everrr! 
Couldnt ask for anymore! :)

I miss you I miss you I miss you
Okay I will speak to you sooon sunshineee :)
Hope you got my very long text msg! :)
I LOVE YOU! :)
XOXO

Sooooo sarahh has comeee and has gone :( I miss you!!! You seriously should have just stayed with me forever and evverrrrrr! I'll be the happiest girl in the world if that actually happens! Anyway we did lots of shoppping, catching up, laughing at people, and she came to school with me yesterday!!! Hahah I'm sorry if you were boredddd!! Everyone said you looked so bored ystd! But my waterpolo friends said that you were very cute and nice :) Haha anyway I will speak to you soon sunshine! You've been awesome company and I hopeeeee you'll come soon! Like what my mom says "Come after she finishes her presentation" :) I think you've become my mom's new bestfriend! She loves you (and your chocolates i think :P ) I READ THE CARD Hahaha yummy food huh :) Teehee you are so cute I cant wait to see you again in july! This time i'll sleeeepover at your house or something for a night since I have to study and You have school! The past 9 days have been the happiest days of my 2008 year! :)
I miss you already! Love you sarahhbanana xoxox












4.4.08 10:12 AM
Hosanna in the highest




Love Krispy kremes! :)
Love you more :)
This dog was HUGEEE it had wolf blood in it :D
Vick's MASSIVE house!
Gottta love my crazy friends :)
I hate cats.. but this was a cool one!
It had 3 legs!!!!

Sarahh Rachel Vick Lailing :)

Cutest ice cream ever :) 

Been going to the city for the past few days :) Shoppppping and catching up's been good! I love sarahhhhhhhhh :D :D teehee anyway went to vick's house ystd! Went for lunch at acland streeet st kilda, then back to her house and just watched movies there :D :D Hahahaha ate icecream after lunchhhh at trampoline! They had cute icecream! Anyway company was gooood ystd :) I love my friends :D :D 

Gottta love this movie this is by far the bestttt movie I've watched in a very long time! I'm kinda slow but still :D :D  

Anyway last night I was talking to sarahh and we both agreed that "Nick" (Aaron Eckhart) was good looking right and our convo went like this
Rachel: Hahah oh no sarahh looks like we have the same taste for hot guys what if we fall in love with the same one next time 
Sarahh: Nevermindddd we'll look for twins :P

Will blog with more pictures next time right now mom's taking us out so laterrrs gaters!












31.3.08 12:29 AM
When you are close to tears remember, someday it will all be over





You have just sent a nudge.

Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: (12:23 AM):
what are you doing!
Lydia says (12:23 AM):
DONT NUDGE

* You may not send a nudge that often.

Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: (12:23 AM):
i just wanted to nudge you agin
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:23 AM):
but msn doesnt let!
Lydia says (12:24 AM):
dont la i really dont like the shock
Lydia says (12:24 AM):
cause my speakers are very loud
Lydia says (12:24 AM):
im watching something
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:24 AM):
HAHAHAHHA
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:24 AM):
so funny

*
You have just sent a nudge.
*

Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:24 AM):
teeheee!!!
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:24 AM):
okay okay
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:24 AM):
sorry i wont do it agian
Lydia says (12:24 AM):
i turned them down already
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:24 AM):
that wasthe last time i promise!
You have just sent a nudge.
*
Lydia says (12:24 AM):
i knew youd do it
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: (12:24 AM):
teeheee

Anyway.. then the convo went on and on and it led to this:

Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:29 AM):
everyone is changing
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:29 AM):
and most people i know that has changed
Hello world, Elmo is Rachel's bestfriend (: says (12:29 AM):
has change for the worst
Lydia says (12:29 AM):
yeah well i wouldnt comment on that
Lydia says (12:29 AM):
youre probably one of the very few who's stayed the same

I miss you!!!
And seriously you know me too well WAAY too well and you can even readd what I'd do before I do it :) Well its a relief to know one of my bestest friendssss think I'm still the same :) Teehee! I have so much to say to you! Well I'm glad there's someone out there who knows how I feel about certain things in life and share the same sentiments as me well I'm glad we're friends I love you so so so much! Teehee forever and ever babeee? :)
Love Rachyyyy xxxxxx













28.3.08 10:18 PM
I just want you you to know




Sometimes I wonder how such heartless, insensitive, unemotional people exist in the world and how they come up with all sorts of excuses to avoid and run away from problems instead of solving them. Sometimes they give people the wrong impression that things are starting a-okay but a couple of days later decide to change their mind and continue with the selfish acts of theirs. The little acts they carry out give people false hope or lead people to believe that things are going to be okay when they are actually not. In times like these what do you expect the other party to do?

But then again as I tell many, the old will leave the new would come. I have made tons of good friends here and I am so grateful for them :) Love Y'all :)

I wish I lived in fairytale (with happy endings) land.
4 days sarahh!!!!!